A/N - Hi everyone! So hows life? xD well anyways, welcome to "To Live Again"! this is a sequel to Liondancer17's "If I Die Young" so make sure to read that awesome piece of awesomeness before you read this! (Here's the link make sure to get ride of the spaces w nfiction s/76 33696/ 1/If-I- Die -Young) Well enjoy!

To Live Again
Hope

(Belarus's POV)

It's been years since her heart closed up once again. Years since she experienced true love. Years since she truly smiled. Years since the person she loved was lost forever. Physically, with the help of many other countries, she was able to pull through, but emotionally, her heart was already broken, far too late for repair. The only thing that kept the platinum-blond going was Katherine, her little daughter.

Katherine was a bright, optimistic girl. Her long platinum-blond hair mimicked her mother's style while her optimistic attitude resembled Him greatly. However, the one thing Katherine had that painfully reminded Belarus of Him was her eyes. Those sky blue eyes were as clear as a sunny day, and always sparkled with pure excitement.

"Mama, where are you?" a high pitched voice squeaked. Belarus immediately wiped off her tears as she snapped out of her thoughts. "What is it Katherine?" Belarus asked, quickly standing up in the process. "Mister Lithuania came! He asked if he could see you." the little girl said as she bounced up and down with excitement.

"H-hi Belarus…" Lithuania whispered as he slowly entered the room. The platinum-blond only nodded as she lifted her daughter off the ground. "So many years have passed since then… Belarus I know you miss him… I do too but please… Just… When are you going to heal?" Lithuania asked desperately, his eyes getting watery in the process.

Belarus only shook her head sadly "It's already too late… Don't worry, I will keep on living for him… and for Katherine too. Take care of her while I'm gone." She silently hugged little Katherine then let her down, ushering her to the brunet. "Mama, come back soon!" the little platinum-blond said as she smiled brightly. Belarus hugged her daughter one last time. "JA chutka viarnusia(1)." she said as she exited the house, quietly walking towards he sister and the others.

"Hi Bela-chan!" Ukraine said as she hugged her sister. Belarus nodded in response as she received greetings from the rest of the group. "Ehem, today, I found out about a restraint that recently opened in New York. I figured we should try it out since it's only a five minute walk from here." England said, breaking the awkward moment.

"Well, it seems that the former delinquent can actually do something useful for once." France lightly teased, trying to lighten the damp mood. England however, only snorted in response as he started leading the others to their destination. Nothing was said during the walk, but if you looked closely, you could see Ukraine reaching up and softly grabbing Belarus's and Canada's hands…

-Timeskip-

"Well here it is chaps," the British nation said as he motioned for the other nations to enter the door. As soon as they walked in, the soft tinkling of bells could be heard as a waiter slowly walked up to them. "A party of five?" the waiter asked politely. England and France nodded and soon enough, the five nations were already in a seat.

The platinum-blond silently sighed as she looked at the menu with a monotone expression. Nothing seemed appealing to her nowadays. In fact, although she has tried as hard as she could to hide it, almost nothing seemed to matter anymore. Of course she had little Katherine by her side but that was it. The world seemed to be in black and white for the Belarusian. In the midst of her pondering, she heard an all too familiar voice. It was the voice of the person she wanted to see the most, the person who she loved with all her heart, the person who left her all those years ago.

"Hi, my name is Alfred Jones, may I take you order?"

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After my heart broke, the pieces scattered all over the ground. At first, I tried picking them up and putting them back together but it was useless. I soon gave up hope and lived a broken life… but… maybe… just maybe, you could pick up those pieces and fix me… Just like you did all those years ago…

(1) JA chutka viarnusia - I'll be back soon (courtesy of Google Translate please feel free to correct)

A/N - excuse me while I go cry in my emo corner here. AmeBel is just beautiful.. It needs more attention *goes off to express my love for AmeBel* It'd be really great if you guys left a review on what you thought about this chapter! And remember, follows and favorites are greatly appreciated!

P.S: IF YOU STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON, READ "IF I DIE YOUNG" BY LIONDANCER17 KAY? READ IT YOU GUYS READ IT.

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