The Diary
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AN: Ok, here is part one of 'The Diary'.
I was origionaly going to make it two
parts, but then this part was getting
long, and the story that I was thinking
of goes way after this (Mamoru's birthday
does come into play.) I just thought it
would be cute to see Chibi-usa hook up Usagi
and Mamoru.

Also, I am very bad at Japanesse...so I
attempted it very little, but if i did do
some wrong tell me? Kay? Well on with part
one. I am really into this story, so part 2
will soon follow.

~* Means the start/finish of a Diary entry

Sincerest thanks to my two editors SilverStarlightAngel
and theanimefan. You guys are awesome!

Oh! I almost forgot to tell you...this story takes
place right after the episode 'Sibling Rivalry', that
is the one with the turning of the four sisters, and
Chibi-Usa finds out that Usagi is Sailor Moon.

Enjoy!


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~*Dear Diary:

Today I saw Mamo-chan again. He saved me and my friends
from yet another brush with death. I don't know what to
do anymore. It hurts me too much to see him day after day
....and when he is in that mask...is there no end to my
hurt? My heartache? I just wish that this nightmare would
end and that Mamoru would tell me he loves me again
and that we would one day rule the moon together. But is that
all I want? No, I want my love back...for good this
time.*~

Usagi put the pen down and sat back in thought. Was that
all for tonight? Deciding that it was, Usagi got under the
nice warm covers of her bed and went to sleep.

* * * *

"Now, where is that diary?...I know it is here somewhere."
Chibi-usa thought as she yet again tore apart Usagi's room...
Sailor Moon's room. That thought made her shudder. To
think that Usagi was Sailor Moon was too much to handle.
Now if she could only find the diary to find out more about
the situation, she could do something to help her mother in
the future. Chibi-usa finally slid her hand under the mattress
and felt the coldness of hard leather. A smile appeared on
her face. 'I found it!' she inwardly screamed as she stole
away, the diary tucked safely away in her shirt. "She won't
miss this for a while."

Safe in her own room, Chibi-usa opened up the diary to the first
page. "Hmm...It seems that Usagi started this about a week
before I arrived." Chibi-usa, deeply interested in everything
in this diary, read the first entry.

~*Dear Diary:

Hey! Usagi here. Well, I got this [d]iary...well, a 'journal'
as part of school work, but this might actually be fun. I
get to write about my thoughts and feelings. Now to only
keep my brother away from this...
Anyway...I finally had my wish come true!!!!!!! We were
hanging out with Ann and Ail, and Mamoru remembered our
past life together. It was an emotional time for me and
I am so happy. I have yet to see him since that time we talked
on the roof, but when I do, I can't wait for him to put his
arms around me again. (Usagi note to self...this is edited
just in case that someone were to read this.) Well, that is
all for now...more when I know it ^_^

Love
Usagi.*~



Chibi-usa threw down the book. Edited? Now how was she supposed
to get the information that she needed? Upset, like a kid
loosing her candy, Reenie decided that she wanted to pout.
Sitting there a while, it dawned on her to read the diary
anyway. What a perfect opportunity to find out about Usagi's
little secrets?? So with that in mind, Chibi-usa opened the
diary back up, and turned to where she last stopped.


~*Dear Diary:

'Chibi-usa' showed up today. I was perfectly happy kissing
Mamo-chan when the little spore decided to show up.*~


Chibi-usa cringed at that. She wasn't that bad was she?
Reenie shrugged it off. She had a mission. She didn't
have time to worry what Usagi thought of her.
She read on.



~*Now that she has wormed her way into my life
I have to figure out what to do with her. I know we do not have
a cousin Chibi-usa. Mamoru seems to have a fascination with
the little brat. Will she pose a problem between us?
Only Kami knows.*~

'Am I posing a problem?' Chibi-usa thought.

That wasn't my
intention, to cause a problem, but to keep Mamo-chan away from
her and have him all to myself...then I can live with the guilt.


She turned the diary to the day that they had broken up. If
Chibi-usa had known what she was about to read, and how it
would affect her, she wouldn't have read on.

~*Dear Diary:

I am so upset now. I don't know whether I should cry or
laugh, shed tears or break glass. The love of my life has
left me, and I am lost to the world. I know that things
don't always go right between couples, but things were going
well with us. Mamo-chan loved me, and one day we
were going to rule the world together. He as my King, and I as his
queen. Our destinies layed out for us, we were to be one for all
eternity. What happened that would make Momaru forget his
promise to love me forever? He might not remember saying
the words...seeing as how they were spoken a thousand years ago,
between a Prince and his Princess. But I remember. I remember
every little word, every detail that has gone on between us
in all the years we have known each other. I love him so much
that I don't know what to do anymore. I want to throw all the
badness away and create good. I know I said before that
I would keep everything incriminating about me out of this...
but I needed to get it out. I, Princess Serenity, daughter
of the late Queen Serenity, will get her prince back if it
kills her. And you know, it just might.*~

Chibi-usa tried to read more, but could not see beyond her tears.
Usagi is her mother? And Mamoru her father? And she thought
that handling Usagi being Sailor Moon was bad...

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