I Hate Him
Look at them now...
A Happy couple, ignoring everyone but each other, ignoring the pain
The sweet, beautiful country girl of Arni village, usually quiet and reserved
But look at her now, laughing with him joyfully,enjoying his presence
Ignoring how much I=m hurting inside just watching her be with him.
It should be me! It should be me, It should be me! It should be me there!
But does she know how much my heart cries? Can she hear it? Probably not.
She hasn=t any time to listen to my jealousy, she=s only got time for her precious lover
Look at them, so much in love it hurts...
They=re kissing, hugging and whispering sweet, passionate nothings in each other=s ears
The handsome young elegant Commander of the Porre Army, elegant yet kind-hearted
His looks can win him any maiden he wishes for, any person he desires
Yet he has chosen her of all humans in the world, her! Her! Her!
But look at him now, smiling at her, listening to her every word as she speaks
Hanging on to every word as if each one sounded a beautiful melody coming from her mouth
But can he hear the bitterness in my voice? Not likely; his ears can hear nothing but her!
It hurts! It hurts so much that what was supposed to be mine cannot be mine!
Tis all his fault! I=m unhappy without the person I love most and I cannot help but blame him!
He tells her how beautiful she is. He tells her he loves her truly. Bah!
He pulls a diamond ring from his jacket pocket
Falls to one knee and asks for her hand in marriageBsays he cannot live without her love!
And she accepts joyfully as they share a kissBOh Lord, No! She has accepted! No! No!
My heart breaks in two and I realize...
I will never have the person I love now! No! No!
They don=t notice me at all; no, of course they wouldn=t. They are too happy with themselves.
Look at them now, unable to break away from themselves!
He doesn=t notice me at all, only his precious jewel, his precious Arni girl!
She doesn=t notice me either...just her lover...they both don=t notice my pain at all.
I can do nothing but watch in jealousyBit should be me...it should be me there, not her!
But I look at them now, even with tears in my eyes
They look lovingly into each other=s eyes, they pledge thier undying love to one another
Followed by more kissing and embracing...she looks deep into his eyes...
I analyze her gaze to him carefully--She truly does loves him! I can see it!
And it breaks my heart...because I love him too, Arni girl, I love him too.
I should be in his arms, feeling his lips on mine, I should be telling him AI love you!@
And he should be whispering AI love you@ to my ears!
So why, commander, why did you fall in love with her? Why? Why?
I love him so much with my entire broken heart...
And that=s why I hate him so much...that=s why I hate him.
I hate him!
Author=s Notes: Ok obviously this thing twisted into a Yaoi...bet=cha all thought he was pining over Leena! Ah yes, it was my intention to make it that way but the idea of Glenn pining over Norris sounded sooo much better...and sweeter. Don=t get me wrong, I=m not an anti-Glenn fan at all; hell I=ve never even had him in my party at all. Its just that well...I wanted to do something sad...something a little touching. I guess I kind of like Glenn, but not as much as Norris. Besides, a lot of you were asking for a yaoi fic...so there it is. Please don=t email me asking for Serge and Kid fics; I will do one within time, but for now there are already so many out there its not even funny. I do support Kid/Serge though. I am not interested in their relationship enough like I am with Leena/Norris. Therefore if I try to write one now, it will be quite crappy. Love=s Prisoner was written because I had a passion for Leena/NorrisBand I still do! Email me with any comments or such! I can be reached at delita_chan@hotmail.com