-Silence-: Hello!! I just love this pairing and think there should be more about them. I tried my best! Next time when I write a story Jet isn't going to die, neither is Zuko.
But any-who, RxR PLZ!!
I'm Not Okay – My Chemical Romance
I never said I'd lie and wait forever.
Zuko stared out over the palace balcony of Ba Sing Sei and his eyes searched for lake Laogai
If I died, we'd be together now
From his perch he could see through the crystal clear water and see the ruins. Jet. The one boy he ever loved was lost in there and he started to think about joining him when a sound came from behind him.
I can't always just forget her
But she could try-e-ay-e-ay
Mai appeared in his bedroom door, smiling. "Hey Zuko, sulking?" she wandered over and cupped his cheek. Zuko felt guilty for thinking about leaving her.
At the end of the world
Or at the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Zuko shook awake from his nightmare, breathing heavily. Jet's voice still rang in his head, calling for him. He knew how badly he wanted to join him.
Could I?
Should I?
But his eyes wandered to the woman next to him.
And all the things that you never
Ever told me
And all the smiles that you never, ever
Zuko tried to form jets words into ones he'd never said. "I love you." It was Mai's voice but if he tried hard enough it had the faint echo of jet.
Ever get the feeling that you're never
All alone? And I remember, now, at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
Zuko shook his head and screamed. The tears fell down his face as he felt the soft rising and falling of her chest fade and disappear.
She die-e-ies
Mai lays motionless in Zuko's arms as he thought of the two people he loved and lost so quickly.
At the end of the world
Or at the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Zuko watched as the incense's burned around her grave and he thought again about ending his life. This time, though, there was nothing to stop him.
Could I?
Should I?
He had a selfish thought as he picked up the broken glass, who will I end up with after this. He shamefully hoped it would be jet and that Mai was someplace where she could be genuinely happy.
And all the things that you never
Ever told me
And all the smiles that are never
Gonna haunt me
The glass fell like acid as he slid it across his wrists. The blood fell and he closed his eyes.
Never coming home
Never coming home
He knew his uncle would understand and his other family lost or defeated in the war. He smiled.
Could I?
Should I?
He gripped onto the edge of his bed in order to stay standing as the dizziness of blood loss set in.
And all the wounds that are ever
Gonna scar me
He peeked his eyes open only one to look at the furry red line that was his end.
For all the ghosts that are never
Gonna catch me
He felt warm air blow in suddenly he lurched forward, falling.
If I fall
If I fall
Down
His body felt weightless as he dropped.
At the end of the world
Or at the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Before he hit the floor he felt strong arms wrap around his. He turned and looked into the brown, doe eyes of his male love.
And all the thing that you never
Ever told me
"Zuko, you didn't have too." I put my finger to his lips. "Quite" I leaned forward and kissed him.
And all the smiles that are ever
Gonna haunt me
I pulled away and he grinned, eyes full of mischief. "Now I can watch you smile forever.
Never coming home
Never coming home
I could feel my soul drifting out of my body and I began to feel better. I stood up and looked down at myself lying on the floor.
Could I?
Should I?
My mouth was in a peaceful smile, the blood like fire pouring out of me and I never thought I would be so happy to see myself dead.
And all the wounds that are ever
Gonna scar me
I peered down as my almost transparent wrists and could see no scar and I had a thought. My hand went up to my left eye.
And all the
Ghost that are
Never gonna
My scar was gone. The ghost of my fate was gone and I was with the person I loved most. I looked at Jet who was smiling and took his hand. Jet pulled me into a kiss and I answered passionately. I knew I was never going home but I was happy where I was.