My Dirty Sweet Secret

A Xenosaga fan fic

Written by: Alice Victoria Love

I want you all to know that this is a remake of Diary of a U.R.T.V. Except I'm going to do a better job on it than I did. So completely new character but basically the same personality. Let our story begin shall we?

Chapter 1

Candy panties?

She gingerly lifted her head from her desk and instantly closed her eyes as bright light struck her face. She sighed as the teacher had turned on the lights. The power point about Earth was over. She let her soft, slightly wavy, aqua hair fall gently over her face. She sighed and looked at everyone in the room, her silver eyes scanned over every face. Her eyes were an unusual silver color with three gold circles around the pupil. Her pale skin was always soft to touch, with no blemishes on her face.

When her eyes met with the blue eyes of her friend she let a smile play on her soft lips. He returned the smile. Of course he had to be all the way across the room. She paid no attention to the teacher at all, and he seemed to be droning on and on about Earth. She let a quiet growl escape her lips.

She played with her hair that she had in pigtails to pass the time. She had long hair that reached her stomach so when she put it up it cascaded over her body like water. She suddenly looked at the clock and counted the minutes until lunch finally arrived.

The bell rang and immediately everyone got up. She dashed over to the blue eyed red haired boy. He was lean and not too short or tall. He was a perfect fit for her. He smiled at her and she took his arm.

It's sad she doesn't know how I feel… He sulked silently. He kept that same warm smile on his face that he always had when he was with her. They walked across campus to the large cafeteria. She let go of him arm as they walked through the doors of the cafeteria. She quickly darted over to the table she always sat at with the boy. All of her friends were already there as usual.

"Hey Luna!" A boy with black hair and green eyes called out happily from the lunch table. Immediately as he said that, her friends looked up at her and the red haired boy. Shion, her brown hair put up into a bun, smiled at her then looked back down to her studies and pushed her glasses up on her face. chaos, his white hair falling over his eyes, turned around to wave at both of them. His tan skin always fascinated Luna. Nigredo, the black haired green eyed boy, gave Luna a wide smile. Albedo, with white hair similar in color but not in style with chaos's and vibrant pink eyes, smiled at both of them as he sat next to Nigredo on his right.

Luna took her seat next to Nigredo on his left and Rubedo sat in front of her. She didn't take her eyes off of the table, which was unusual for her. chaos took notice of this and spoke up, looking at her across from Shion.

"Luna, are you okay? You seem a little… Not here." He said with a worried expression. She snapped her head up to look at him, her aqua bangs falling in her face. She brushed it out of her eyes and tucked it behind her ears before speaking.

"I'm fine!" She giggled finally acting like herself for once. Kos-Mos, who sat on the other side of Shion, stared at Luna. Her blue eyes bored into Luna's.

"Incorrect." She spoke in that robotic voice of hers. Of course, her voice should be robotic. She was an android. Luna glared at her slightly. She got up and started to walk to her room when Nigredo grabbed her and pulled. She glared down at his hand on her red, yellow, and black plaid school uniform skirt and shrieked as it fell to the ground. Her face turned as red as a strawberry.

"Nigredo!" She screamed in fury and embarrassment as her colorful, lacy, candy printed panties were exposed to the entire lunchroom. A chorus of laughter suddenly spread throughout the teenagers in the cafeteria. Whistles of approval came from a lot of the boys. Nigredo's eyes were glued to her panties and his face couldn't be any more red. Albedo and Rubedo, though they had blushes on their faces, couldn't stop laughing. Shion got up and quickly grabbed Luna's hands and led her to their dorm rooms which were, unfortunately, all the way across campus. The rest of the table sat there dumbfounded, except of course Kos-Mos who suddenly chimed in.

"There is a 99.999% probability that, Luna, will be angered at Nigredo." Nigredo, finally able to move, put his face into his palm quickly.

Luna laid down on her bed in the room she and Shion shared. She cried silently the blush on her face still there. Shion sat next to her on the bed and pet her hair.

"There, there… I'm sure he didn't mean to do that!" Shion cooed to her, trying to calm her down.

"It doesn't matter whether he meant to or not! It matters that everyone saw my panties!" Luna whined, smacking Shion's hand away from her. Shion couldn't stop a giggle from coming out and Luna groaned loudly in frustration. A knock suddenly sounded from the door. Luna quickly pulled her sheets over her head even though she knew the lock on the automatic doors stopped them from opening.

"Who is it?" Shion called from the bed looking up at the door. Luna shook her head frantically under her sheets as if to tell her 'no'.

"It's Rubedo." A smooth voice called from the other side of the door. Luna stopped shaking her head and suddenly sat up taking the sheets off of her face.

"Come in!" Shion said getting up to unlock the doors. They opened up and light flooded into the dimly lit room. Luna shielded her eyes for a moment. Shion turned the lights on in the room. "I'm gonna leave you two alone to talk for a while." Shion said, absentmindedly grabbing a book to read, and headed to her next class.

Rubedo smiled at Luna and sat down on the foot of her bed. His uniform fit him well. Luna looked up at him with somewhat pleading eyes. He sighed and took her into his arms, pulling her into a friendly embrace.

"So… Candy panties?" He chuckled then stopped at suddenly feeling a palm driving into his stomach hard. He gasped and bent over in pain.

"Shut up!" Luna cried. Once his stomach stopped hurting he took her face into his hands.

"Luna… I was just kidding with you." Rubedo sighed giving her a serious look. She looked down guiltily as if she knew he was but didn't want to admit that she had taken it too seriously. He gave her a friendly kiss on the cheek and started to pull away when she grabbed his arms. She looked into his eyes in a way that said, 'I want more.'

Rubedo blushed, unsure of what to do. Sure he wanted Luna and he always thought of himself together with her, but he also didn't want to ruin their friendship like his relationship with Shion had done to theirs. His eyes widened as he saw her, in slow motion, press her lips against his softly. He blushed heavily and all of a sudden he stopped breathing.

Luna closed her eyes as she kissed him and wrapped his arms around her waist for him. She wrapped her arms around his neck, trying to deepen the kiss. She was shocked as he suddenly ripped himself away from her. She stared at him with hurt eyes.

"Look… Luna… I can't do this…" Rubedo whispered to her, his voice dripping with doubt. He could see the want and pain in her eyes before they started to swell with tears. "I'm sorry…" He whispered as he quickly left her room in an awkward way.

The next day in class Luna stared off into the distance more often than usual. When chaos tried to give her a note in 3rd period English she didn't even bother to try to retrieve it. chaos began to worry about her. He decided he would figure out what was wrong with his close friend. Luckily for him, he had just about every class with her.

TBC.

Vivi: So yeah, that was my attempt at a rewrite of my other Xenosaga fan fic. I hope this one turns out better than the last one. I know the grammar will be better than the last story. Lol! Be on the lookout for Chapter 2.