There they were... her inner sailors. Her best friends, her sisters. There they were standing together, waiting
...
and waiting
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and waiting like always.
They always were the one's she would go about everything, they were the ones she accepted to give her life several time for, they were the ones she had loved and grown up with... Then why?
Every time she looked at them she felt: sad... betrayed, alone, hurt, embarrassed... Hate. Oh god so much hate!
In all her 17 years she had never felt true hate before, she didn't really recall having such a strong negative feeling for anyway, even for her enemies but now, that pure hell, had reached her too. Even a person as white, as innocent and with a should so bright could be caught in the ways of hate. She was no exception.
That feeling was a cold reality hitting her right in her heart and every day she spent she could literally feel her emotions slip right out of her and be replaced with those sad, maddening feelings.
She couldnt not feel an ounce of happiness and she ha gone so down that she didn't care about anything any more, she had turned into what she feared and yet now-hated so much... pure darkness.
It was a lone feeling that had captured her heart now, not only killing her with doubts but not even allowing her to transform any more. Her should too had been tainted and the first reason were those girl, those four who where now screaming for her to transform, for her to do something. Her soon-to-be "husband "was there too.
She felt the same about him too. She couldn't see him any more, she could just stare at the faceless monster in front of her. The same monster that little by little turned her heat and soul black... even laughing as he did so.
It was terrible, she could feel the pain of her heart crying for this to end, for them to turn back into the one's she had cared and loved so much before or did she want that? Did she want to turn back into that powerless little baby girl?
She was powerful now. People feared and heard her... that was power right? Why did she have to save everyone? Why was that her job? Earth was not her real planet, everyone here is not her real friend or family. She should of have turned to the moon and revive her beautiful small planet. She didn't, she decided to save the earth but there was no more of that. She didn't want that any more, the earthlings could fight themselves for or she cared. And as she pulled her now-black crystal and called for sailor pluto to be there she saw them one more time, looking at her in disbelief and... what was it? Hate...? No she knows that feeling it wasn't hate... it was more then that.
"Princess what are you doing?" The sailor of time called as she saw her princess now standing at the gates of time beside her. But... she wasnt her princess any more, it felt so dark. She felt so dark! And Pluto knew... she finally understood. The danger, the thing everyone was trying to prevent had happened.
"Let me go Pluto" Not listening the women pulled her princess forcefully into another gate. She needed to be cured, she needed them. The portal opened and as the younger women tried to back away Pluto used her strongest power and pulled her into it. It was time for her to see the future and hopefully understand in the way... she is really loved!