Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, sadly, just Bailie Hudson!

Warning: Rated M for language- ONLY. may change later into the story, but for now, it's just for the language!

A/N: This if my first story and I'm having a lot of fun with it! It would mean a lot to me if you guys would review it! I have a lot planned for this story, so just stick with me!

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Rachel

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It's been seven years. Seven years since I broke up with the love of my life. And for what, my career, which has gone so well. Me still stuck, being the lima loser I guess I really am. I sigh, remebering the day I ripped his heart out,

Looking outside my window, I see the raindrops hitting my window. "Hey Babe, you okay?" I look up from the window and into the big brown eyes of my boyfriend, Finn. We've had an on-and-off relationship throughout high school, and we've been happily dating for the past year.

"Uh- Yeah." I say quitely glancing out the window.

"Okay, cool. Well I got us tickets to this football game next Saturday. and I know that footballs not really your thing but I thought it'd be fun for us to go together before we graduate and-"

"Finn?" I say inturrepting him, "I need to tell you something." He nods,

"Go Ahead Rach,"

"I got in," I say my voice almost a whisper. He looks at me confused. Got into where?"

"New York. I got into NYADA."

"But, I thought we were going to go to LA together, to live our lives happily ever after there.."

"I know honey, it sounds splendid, it really does, but be realistic. I'm Rachel Barbra Berry. I can't be held back into LA, New Yorks practically calling my name. I need to be there Finn, I really hope you understand.." I say getting quiter and quieter as I see the anger start to bubble in his eyes.

"What the hell Rachel, I told you I would follow you wherever you go. That's how much I love you. I would've put my dreams on fucking hold for you, and you don't even seem to give a shit! I thought what we had was special, I thought being apart of something special, makes you special. What happened to that girl."

I look at him helplessly, "I'm right here Finn! I'm still the same girl!"

"It doesn't seem like it. Not this person who sneaks behind my back and does something to me. That's not my girlfriend. Rach, you've been lying to me for the past, what, 6 months? I've been talking about New York forever with you Rachel, and everytime I tell you I'd go there with you, just to be with you. You always shoot me down."

"Babe, I wanted to tell you, but-"

"You're choosing your career, aren't you. You never gave a damn about me, or anyone else who helped you. It's always gonna be Broadway, over me. Isn't it." he said his voice getting louder and louder with each word. "I would've fucking followed you Rach, because I love you just that much. But no, you've made your choice. Choosing your career over me."

"That's not true baby-"

"That's bull Rachel. You know it's true. I want my old girlfriend back. Not this." he said practically spitting out the last two words at me.

I bite my lip to keep myself from crying on what I planned to say next.

"So what, I chose my career over you. Big whoop. It's not the end of the world Finn. So I'm choosing my career over you, it's not like you ever had any big career dreams to follow. You don't have anything to lose, where I do. And who said I wanted you there with me in New York, huh! This is what I planned. You have a brain, so use it. You'd only slow me down Finn, you should've known that. You'd never be able to keep up with me, or my life in New York. You're a lima loser. You're just gonna stay working at Burt's tire shop for the rest of your life, while I live out my successful life on Broadway. You need to except reality, to know I just don't love you anymore. Please respect my wishes and don't follow me. Stay here in Lima, or go to LA, wherever. I don't really care. Just stay away from me."

He looks down at me, and I can see a tear slowly run down his face. Fuck, I've made him cry. I can't believe it, I made Finn Hudson cry. All I want to do is go up to him and snuggle into his tough arms. To tell him I was joking, and that I've never loved anyone as much as I love him.

But I couldn't find myself to do it. After all, I was doing this for him. I know he'd hate New York, I couldn't have him being stuck there for 4 years, because of me. I couldn't have him resenting me for it, for putting my dreams in front of his.

"Please Rach- don't do this to me, to us." he said looking at me with pleading eyes. I look away, trying my hardest not to cry because if I look at him for even a second more, I know I would just burst into tears.

"Accept reality Finn, I just don't love you anymor-"

"Bullshit. I'm done with you," he says standing up, interruptin me. "You're just a stuck up litle bitch who thinks she can get everything she wants. Playing with peoples emotions like that, get your own fucking life. Go hang out with your friends, oh wait. You don't have any. I'm so done with you," he said to me throwing his water all over me as he storms out of my room.

Thinking about that, I realized that I had to change my life around. I knew I missed Finn. His sweet embrace, the way he said my name, everything. And I knew, I would try anything to get him back.

Finn

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"Bailie Hudson, stop watching TV and start getting ready for bed!" I yell at my five year old daughter. "You told me the show would be over in 5 minutes, well it's been over 15 minutes!"

"I'm coming Daddy! Hold on!" she yells back at me. I can hear her turning off the TV and running to the bathroom to get ready.

I sigh, thinking about her. She's perfect. She has brown hair down to her stomach, and the brownest eyes you'd ever seen. When she smiled, she just lit up a room. And her voice. My little girl could sing like no other, she was extraordinary, and I know that she would become a star someday.

Shit, i say to myself, I'm imagining Rachel again. The same Rachel who ripped my heart out, and the same Rachel who told me I'd never get out of Lima.

I haven't heard from her since then, but living in New York City, i always kept an eye out for her. Although I looked, I never found her, or any trace of her really.

Someone with as big of ambitions to become a star on Broadway, you would think that I'd hear about her, somewhere at least.

My thoughts were interrupted by Bailie telling me she was ready to go to bed. "Coming!" I yell up to her as I started walking to her room.

I sit down on the edge of her bed. I need to talk to you, Daddy's leaving for Lima to visit Grandma and Grandpa for a few days. Grandma's sick and I'm going to go help her. Uncle Puck and Aunt Quinn will be over to take care of you. But really, if you need anything, Uncle Kurt's number is on the fridge.

"Can I come with you Daddy?" she asks me with pleading eyes. "No, you can't miss school."

"Well you can't miss work either!" she said. "What's Faithfully gonna do without you?"

I smile. After the great heartbreak I had to endue after dating Rachel, I realized I needed to get my life back on track. I came out to Lima and, using my dad's life insurance, started a local bar. I know, it wasn't the best idea, but now I'm the owner of {one of} the most successful bars in the City.

"Faithfully, is gonna be just fine with out me Bails," I say to her. "I'll only be gone for a few days, and I'll make sure to call you when you get up, after school, and before you go to bed. Deal?"

"Deal," she says to me as she goes to the end of the bed and hugs me. "I love you daddy," she said smiling as she kissed my cheek. "I love you too Bailie, now go to bed." I say as I get up and turn off the lights.

Closing the door, I walk back out to the living room and sit down on the couch. I'm going back to Lima for a few days. Maybe, just maybe, luck will be on my side and I'll get another chance with her. To make things right.

No matter how badly we ended it, I still loved her. She was my first love, and first loves are forever right? Well Finn Hudson's new mission, was to track down Rachel Berry.

A/N: *if there is a bar in NYC called Faithfully, I DO NOT own it either!

I know, I know, short chapter! But they will get longer.. don't worry! And stay with me guys! Finchel central's coming up! Just bare with me:) 5+ reviews would mean the world to me! More reviews= faster updates, just a tip! Haha, hope you enjoyed! Xoxo

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