Renesmee & Jacob - Always and Forever
I do not own the Twilight Saga. Stephanie Meyer does.
Chapter One: Renesmee's POV
"Move!" I yelled and pushed past Jacob, my Jacob. My love. My forever. I ran to the bathroom and threw up violently into the toilet. I retched and Jacob was behind me in a flash, he placed a warm, comforting hand on my back and I stopped slowly. I flushed the toilet and I turned around slowly, he pulled me into his arms and I rested my head against his chest.
"J-Jacob?" I asked, nervous for his answer. I whimpered, shaking violently and he kissed my hair.
"You'll be okay, everything's going to be okay." He ran his hand up and down my back and I yelped at a sudden pain in my stomach.
"Woah." I gasped, my hands went to it instantly and Jacob placed one hand over mine, staring at me with wide, terrified eyes. "J-Jacob?" I attempted to reassure him.
I made a fail attempt to make him feel the slightest bit better about the situation. I placed both my hands on either side of his face and made him look at me. "I'm not going anywhere, ok?" I told him,
He shook his head repeatedly. "No. T-This happened to your mother. I can't lose you too."
"You won't." I whispered, I rested my forehead to his and said it again. "You won't. I can do this." He wrapped his arms around me loosely, he was being cautious and gentle with me, he sighed into my ear, his warmth breath making everything seem perfect.
Just being with him made everything else disappear. It was just me and him. Always and forever.
Later:
"You have to tell your father. He's going to murder me." Jacob told me, I looked up from my English book and sighed.
"No he wouldn't, Jake. He knows how much you mean to me." Jacob shrugged.
"Doesn't matter," he swung his legs around to the side of my bed, he put on his shoes. "I have to go anyway, Seth's calling." I nodded and he leant over and kissed me goodbye. It was sweet and short but I was determined to make it longer. I kissed him harder back and he pushed me backwards, refusing to let it go any further.
"Your not going to kiss me again like before are you?" I sighed and he didn't say anything else. He just jumped out of my window and was gone into the darkness. I packed all my educational things away and walked down the stairs nervously. My mother was the only was here, Edward was hunting and for a change Bella was alone in the house.
I crept downstairs quietly and I sat on the sofa, I pulled my legs up to my chest. She raised an eyebrow at me and put down her book, turning to me.
"What's wrong sweetie? You look...Not so great." She admitted, I shrugged.
"I don't know. I honestly don't." I pretended to sound clueless. I didn't want her to know that I already knew.
"Do you want me to ring Carlisle?" She asked, I shrugged.
"If you want." She picked up her phone and spoke quickly then hung up after hearing his reply.
"He should be here in ten minutes." I nodded and walked to the kitchen. I got out a can of Coke and drank two sips of it then went off it. I opened a cupboard and took out a massive bag of marshmallows, pink and white coloured. I ate them one after the other and my Mother came into the kitchen. My mouth hung open and I finished what was in my mouth first.
"Hungry? I could make you something that is er, maybe healthier?" She eyed the marshmallow's and I laughed. I went back to my can of Coke. I couldn't wait much longer to eat. I shook my head.
"Actually no thanks. I'll make something myself." -Something quick and easy. I added in my mind. I got out five croissants and cooked them in the microwave. I ate them quickly and drank another can of coke. I pushed the plate away a few minutes later and my mother went and answered the door. I put a hand on my stomach when something moved inside me again.
I spluttered and ran to the kitchen sink, I threw up violently and coughed. Bella was behind me in seconds, holding my hair back and she began to clean me up when I was finished. I tied up my long light brown hair to get it out of the way and Carlisle was waiting in the living room.
My mother practically pushed me down next to him. She walked away upstairs and I heard her talking on the phone to who I presumed was my father. Carlisle turned to me and he tilted my head left and right, then he scanned my body with a strange look on his face.
"How do you feel?" He asked, I bit my lip. "Come on, you can tell me. It can't be that bad."
Tears began to build up in my eyes and he held me close. "Renesmee," he whispered. I sobbed into the crook of his neck and he noticed that I was shaking and pulled back. I stood slowly and groaned in pain. It had only been a few...Weeks...Since Jacob and I had...Er...'Done the deed' so to say. For the first time. Well, we carried on doing it every night from then on.
I whimpered and put my head in my hands. My mother came down the stairs and looked at me. I was wearing flared trousers and a white long sleeved loose shirt. I changed it earlier so nobody would notice that...My stomach had grew a few centimetres.
She was in front of me in a blur and rolled up my sleeve of my arm. She traced her fingers along it. My skin was slightly translucent and it hadn't been that long. I had heard stories about what had happened to my mother when she was pregnant with me. It hadn't been pretty. M-Maybe I looked like her now?
"Carlisle." Bella said, she lifted up my shirt and put a hand on my cold stomach. I shuddered at her touch and she growled low when she and I both felt something move inside me. She gestured for Carlisle to come over and he did. His hands replaced my mothers and they felt more relaxed. I stared at him and he looked at me.
"I thought I told you both to be careful?" He asked,
I nodded. "We were, Carlisle!"
"It must've not worked then." He replied, clearly devastated.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry!" I whimpered and he hugged me again.
"Your gonna be okay. Your body's different to what your mother's was. It's stronger."
"But Jacobs stronger!" I yelled and tears began to fall down my face again faster. Carlisle pulled back and he stood, and took a step backwards.
"Your right." He looked me up and down. "This has gone too quickly. You shouldn't be at this stage already...Wait – how long ago did it happen?" he asked.
"A few weeks ago." I blushed deep red and sat down on the sofa.
"That's good." He smiled slightly then it faded. "How often?"
"Most nights."
"That's not so good." My mother said and sat down next to me.
"It means that it could be a few days old or weeks." Carlisle sighed and pulled me up.
"We need get back to our family. They need to hear this. Bella, have you spoke to Edward?" He asked, she blurred away upstairs again and Carlisle helped me up.
"Carlisle, I'm fine." I murmured,
"What do you need? Water? Food? Anything?" I shook my head.
"Nothing. I don't need anything. I've already eaten." I nodded then realised that I had thrown it up. I sighed and shook my head. "Don't worry about me. I'm more worried about my father. About what he's going to do. How he's going to react."
Carlisle nodded. "My son will realize what the situation is as soon as he sees you. He watched Bella go through it. He doesn't want that to happen to you. Nobody does."
"I'm not going to die Carlisle, you said it yourself. My body's strong enough. I feel strong. I feel like I can take on Emmett right now. That's got to count for something, right?" Carlisle chuckled slightly at that and I laughed.
Bella came down the stairs with a rucksack full of things. I raised an eyebrow then shook it away. Carlisle walked out to his car and I climbed in the back seat. She sat next to me and we drove at a faster speed than normal.
I rested my head on her lap the whole way there, her hand going over my hair and I felt safe. Like nothing was going to happen to me. Even-she- sounded calm – the baby. Why did I say she? Was it a she? I didn't know. I guessed that I would find out in the future.
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