Note of Me : (DreamyAngel17)

Hi you !

This is the first time I translate a french story into a english story and I hope you'll not judge be too hard !

Well, Have a Nice Reading !

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Note of the Author : (Milady2)

HI !

Well once again it's a little short…

So, Snape's in front of James and Lily's house destroyed. He has been warned before everybody. He discovers they are dead…and in particular, he discovers Lily's dead…

Kisses

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I'd like to cry but I can't : I have no tears anymore.

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You seem so cold, so little in the middle of all these rubbles. When I've been told, I didn't believe it but now I must recognize I was wrong…I cant' deny reality.

I used to think you could never die, I was wrong… My only comfort is that you probably died really quickly. Stupid Potter ! He didn't save you… I would have !

You're so beautiful. The greedy Death didn't take anything of your beauty and now I know you'lle be eternal. Time will never have any hold over you.

How ironic! I fought to stay in this world, in your light, some hours ago and now, you're gone ! gone to light the shadows I rejected…

I'd like to have followed you ! But I can't and even if I could, wouldn't you reject me as you always did ?

I never could approach you before and I could have keep on trying for the entiere eternity, I would not have successed. I know that and that's tearing my soul. Can't you hear its screams ?

I was born in the Dark, I lived in It and I'll probably die in It too. You were my light in the other side of the tunnel and now I feel lost.

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The house is destroyed, completely burned. But you are so white ! You're an angel…I always knew it. Just like I knew I could never have you because of that. Angles can't fall in love with demons. What a stupid Law !

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I hear a scream. Harry…How can he be still alive ?

I take him in my arms. He has your eyes Lily… so lovely eyes… I feel I hate him already. Why isn't he dead ? why him and not you ?

He has his father's hair… I'd like to pull them out one by one. His stupid father ! a Good For Nothin who didn't even manage to save you.

I'm unfair and I know it, what could I do ? I'm nothing…at leates, without you, I'm nothing…

I'm a pitiful human being who lost his last hope…

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I know you're looking at me from up there…well…you're lookin at Harry in fact…I know you'd like me to protect him… I don't want to… Quite the reverse, I'd like to kill him… Kill this likeness with Potter… Kill the spitting image of the man who let you die… Why didn't you escape Lily ? Why ?

Because of Harry I suppose ? I take my magic wand. I think I'm going crazy.

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I feel a drop on my shoulder…tears…angel's tears… Don't cry Lily ! I'll protect him ! I promise…

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Of all my life, you are the only woman I loved… Even dead you remains the only one who meant something to me…

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I take Harry with me…

You're still crying…but I thing it's tears of happiness this time…

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I didn't know angels can cry…