Chapter 1
I often wonder about her. She is always on my mind. When she talks to me i get lost in her eyes, they are like a portal to her beautiful mind. I just get lost in her words, she's just so passionate about whatever she talks about. Its just so adorable. So the girl i'm head over heels for is Cat Valentine. I really thought i would never fall for a girl, i mean i never suspected i was gay. Its just ever since my eyes saw her, i just instantly fell in love with her and now all i want is her. No one knows though, that i'm gay and for Cat.
I knew today was the day I needed to tell my sister,Tori Vega. My dreams about Cat have become very…intense. Its just so hard seeing her and not being able to call her mine. I finish school before Tori, so i was thinking of ways to tell her. I really don't know what happened but i remember freaking out, crying, getting ice cream out of the freezer and falling asleep on the kitchen floor. i remember waking up to seeing Tori's worried eyes looking at me.
"Trina, what the heck happened, why have you been crying. Are you alright?" Tori said, i could tell she was really worried.
I looked up at Tori and asked her the first thing that came to my mind." Will you love no matter what happens" I said while wiping a tear from my red eyes.
Tori frowned and me than lead me to the couch and hugged me really tight.
" Of course i will love you no matter what happens, why are you asking me this. Trina tell me what is wrong".
I knew i should just come clean and tell her." Tori, i think I'm gay".
Tori just stared at me. I took that as a sign that she hated me because she wouldn't answer me. I curled up into a ball and just stared crying hysterically. I didn't know i had any tears left to cry.
Then i felt Tori hugging me and telling me that its going to be alright.
She took my arms from being wrapped around my legs and asked me a straight to the point question.
" Who is it that you like Trina" She said with a smile. I then knew she didn't care that i was gay.
" Well you know her its….. Cat."
Tori kinda just stared at me with a smirk on her face.
I slapped her. " Whats so funny, Tori?"
" I knew you liked her from the beginning. I saw that you always got nervous around Cat especially when she hugs you. Its kinda funny. You really need to learn not to stare at her ass so obviously when she walks away" Tori finished saying this laughing.
It was now my turn to be shocked. I must admit she was right though. Whenever she is around me i feel like i need to always impress her. When she hugs me, she sends electricity though my body. I must admit whatever she does she makes it look so god dam sexy. Honestly she makes drinking look hot, i don't know how but she does.
"Tori, now is not the time to make fun of me. But honestly you notice all of those things?" Well damn i really need to step up my game.
"Yes Trina i do hhahah. Anyway a word of warning, Cat is sleeping over tonight" Tori announced.