Kendall sighed as he looked down at the tray of food in his hands as he stood in line. Today was just one of those cold, dark February days that brought out the worst in people. In Kendall's stake he's just been feeling down in the dump. There was still snow on the ground and not that Kendall didn't like the snow it winter or anything but he longed for summer to come back. "What's the matter Kendall?" Logan Mitchell, who is Kendall's best friend since pre-k asked, concern in his voice because his friend wasn't eating . Or taking much to eat in this case.

With a small sigh Kendall turned to look at his friend with dull eyes. "I guess I'm just not that hungry today." Kendall said. "Plus it all looks sort of like sluge to me."

Logan snorted at his friend, "Well at least you're stil cracking jokes that's a good sign. But you have to eat something, it's a long time between now and supper time at your house." He said firmly putting what was suppose to be pudding but looked like chunky jello like cement on Kendall's tray. Kendall let out a small groan but left it on his tray he really didn't feel like arguing with Logan today. The two of them left the lunch line to go sit at their lunch table. Once they sat down Logan started going on about everything that could happen to Kendall if he didn't eat right or not enough.

Kendall couldn't help but almost laugh, Logan is the smartest guy in their whole grade. But he thinks that people won't like him or only use him for good grades. So when ever there are a good amount of people around Logan plays dumb. That part makes Kendall sad. Kendall has told Logan in the past that there is nothing wrong with being smart but when his raven haired friend begged him not to say a thing he couldn't help but keep it a secret. Plus Logan told him if he told anyone tht he was going to Harvard next year that he'd kick his ass so he wouldn't be able to sit for a week.

"You can get an eating disorder from not getting the proper amount of-"

"Careful Logan your IQ is showing." Kendall said and Logan shut his mouth turning almost beat red. Kendall laughed a little bit but it was short lived. It was just one of those days. When the big double doors opened to the cafitaria Kendall felt his cheeks grow warm and pants to tight for comfort. In walked James Diamond, the head captain of their schools hockey team. He's also one of the nicest guys in school and it just so happens thy Kendall has the biggest crush on him.

James, to Kendall was perfect in every way. He played hockey, did well in school, mind you he's not as smart as Logan but he still did great. He's handsome, charming, sweet , has great manners and is an all around great guy. But Kendall couldn't help but sigh sadly to himself. And that's what was wrong with James. He was TOO great. Everyone loved him. He couldn't really be mean to save his soul.

And the worst part was Kendall was a hunderd percent sure James didn't even know he existed.

"You're looking at him again." Logan said snapping Kendall out of his trance. He blushed from being caught and Logan smirked at him. "You like him so much why don't you go say hi?"

Kendall snorted at this, "Okay I will when you will." That's when Logan blushed and Kendall smirked. Logan has a crush on James' best friend Carlos Garcia. He's co-captain of the hockey team.

"Okay fair enough." Logan said after putting some food into his mouth.

Kendall knew that if he wanted James to know he was there he had to talk to him. But just thinking of his perfect hair, rugged hard muscles that Kendall has dreamed about almost every night. And every night he dreams that those hard muscles in his legs and hips will...

Kendall had to stop that train of thought before he had to go to the bathroom has to deal with himself. But seeing as his jeans were already to tight to handle he guessed it didn't really matter all that much. All Kendall really wanted was to be James' friend at the very least.

Even if he couldn't have yhose strong thick arms around him, he still wanted his company. But Kendall was sure James wasn't even gay. Exhibit A is walking over to James right as we speak. It's Amy White, she's James' little girlfriend. She has long blonde hair, blueish green eyes, skin as white as snow and she's got to be the skinniest girl in the whole school.

Kendall was only jealous of her because she was with the guy he really liked, but Amy's not a bad person. She's really sweet and polite to everyone. Kendall just wishes he was in her spot.

"I'm not hungry Logan." He said pushing his tray away. "I'm just gonna go to the library and study for that test last class, you in?"

Logan sighed but nodded pushing his tray away also. He knew there was something more to Kendall's down right depressing behaviour but didn't press on. Logan knew when Kendall was ready he'd tell what was wrong.

Kendall on the other hand just wants the love of his life to know he's in the same room as him but knows that it's only wishful thinking.

If he only knew.