AN: hello! xD You know I helped with or gave an Idea of "My 7th Avenue" and is written very good by Nicrafetix(sp?) (I keep forgetting!).

My story I'm writing now isn't so original xD because I'm just don't feel like this now.

This story mostly a Axel / Sora thing since their aren't much (and I love that pairing XO)

And somewhat for my personal needs. SORA AND AXEL FOREVER!

Here's the story hope you like it. (story starts almost 6 months later after the ending)

Chapter 1: Innocents and tainted lies

Dancing in the nightclub is like going on high- ??

Today was a normal day as Sora walked across the beach. After the battle with Xemas. Riku had left to Ryuryu island because he was busy with something that he hadn't told to anyone other than the king himself, Mickey.

He and Kairi had dated two months after the war, but things had ended because he could find no way to love her other than a friend.

Kairi was heartbroken but she herself felt the same way as they had dated. But there were times of silence when they wouldn't speak with each other because they had went the 'big step' when they were dating.

After 2 more month after the break up with Kairi; Sora and Kairi decide to free the Nobodies: Roxas and Naimi. Because they felt sorry for them even if they were them.

Roxas and Sora had private talk about why Roxas loved Namine yet Sora couldn't love Kairi. Roxas had explain when he was inside he saw that (even if it made him a bit sick) he became flush with boys.

Sora at first wouldn't admit it, but one day some one caught Sora's eyes. (AN: I couldn't let Axel die) it was Axel! Sora himself saw him die! But how….How?! Was Axel alive?!

When Roxas found out he had went straight to Axel (AN: they are friends!) and Axel was happy. Axel didn't notice Sora and Sora felt so alone.

Axel never said how he came back, but he did notice that a certain brown spiky boy was looking at him with needing eyes.

He smiled, but nothing was going to happen just yet.

After Sora walked his was around the beach he followed Roxas who was waiting for him along with

Namine and Kairi "Hey slow poke, get here!" Called Roxas. The new quartet had been going to school at Destiny High. Selphie, Wakka and Tidus. Everybody was mostly 16 except for selphie who was just 15.

School was boring and hard but… it was better than saving the world. Sora had always wondered how he came to destiny island. Sora and Riku were and never ever were a part of this world they protected.

His memories were foggy but he remember a brunette girl who lest than 5 years old a red hair woman and a man, who were all part of his family. Sora no longer remember them like he did when he first got here.

Riku had not giving up about going home. Nor had Sora but he was happy here. Riku and Sora a long time ago promise they be back home but now Sora only wanted to stay. Riku did not like this

And worried for his only brother 'Lexa' who was the only family Riku had.

The teachers were talking and Sora was in his own world. Roxas knew of his past but choose not to speak about it. Like Him Roxas just wanted to live with Namine (as for him Kairi). But like Riku he knew…he just knew. One day the would have to return home. But yet… He didn't want to leave what he found home now.

At lunch time, Tidus, Roxas, KairiNamine, Wakka, and Selphie were sitting in the usual table and Sora had sat in between Roxas and Tidus. Tidus mostly was talking about the blitzs games of Danfiled and Ryuryu team.

The had a newest member called "Hopenfield" he had kicked ass of the Danfileds best defenders. "You couldn't believe it if I told you!" started Tidus and Wakka argued "Hey man…we're cool but you expect me to believe that some one that young had beaten Zinxas?!" Sora got bored and started to listen what Kairi and Namine were saying of the popular players of Ryuryu called "Culold" Kairi was saying "I mean he could have any girl he wanted why would he want to date some one like Spinx?" and Namine started to talk as well and Sora got bored and looked at Roxas who was talking to Selphie on new modals of magic.

Sora just stared and couldn't think of much else today. Sora was having a hard time to find a boyfriend and just wanted to have some one by his side. Sora was just lonely because everybody had some one.

"hey! Did you hear of that Nightclub of South lain?" asked Selphie as she looked at the others. "no, what is it?" asked Tidus who seemed interested. "Well I heard that they'll let anyone in who's who! I mean almost…" Selphie lowered her voice so no one else could hear her "Anyone in but a lot of stars go there for fun…but don't tell a soul."

"That's awesome!" said Tidus happily. Selphie nodded happily "You can find it at the corner block before the school shop." The others started to talk again and Sora blinked, he too was interested.

Later that night Tidus, Sora, Kairi, and Wakka had went. Roxas, Selphie, Namine were out to the Fair in far of the island of Camycan.

Wakka was wearing a black long sleeve T-shirt with fire around the sleeves and was wearing light blue jeans. Tidus was wearing the same old getup , and Kairi was wearing a white skirt a long pink sleeve shirt.

Sora on the other hand was wearing leather pants and a dark blue long sleeve T-shirt with a white heart on the backside.

"Dude…is this the right place?" asked Wakka uncertain as they looked at the Corner shop which was abandoned.

Sora shook his head in shame did they listen at all then Kairi said "Selphie had said it seemed abandoned but it's really all underground and the second door is sound proof." Tidus looked at Wakka and Wakka shrugged and then they all walked down. Of course at first it seemed to be a broken down CD shop but behind a counter was a door.

"Eshh…has to be so abandon?" asked Wakka not liking the place. Tidus began to laugh and joked "Wakka, is afraid of the dark---." Wakka yelled "No. I'm not!" Kairi just annoyed them and continued walking. After a moment of looking at the door they open it and walked inside and after 2 minutes of walking down slowly downstairs they found a man in a black suite.

"come in noobs." Said the man indifferent to their age an how they dressed. Wakka shrugged when Tidus looked at him questionable, then they open to hear loud blast music. Their were about at lest nearly a hundred people in. But the Nightclub was wide space and big. Tidus, Sora and Wakka were still watching all the people dance below them(their 3 feet above these people.) to not notice that Kairi had already walked away.

"This is freaking amazing!" stated Tidus as his mouth was wide open and watch the DJ play and the all the people dance. Wakka said "What we're doing here? Lets gets us some hot ladies bro!" as he brought Tidus with him. "Hey! Sora you coming or not?!" yelled Tidus before he went down. "No THANKS!" yelled Sora since the music was pretty loud. He had heard Tidus saying whatever and something else but he wasn't sure what.

Sora only stood there watching the people dance below at first then he walked on the bar that was still where he was and found Kairi talking with a blue hair boy he sat down not bothering her and got a whisky. Sora had never drunken alcohol and always wonder what it felt like to drink.

The whisky was an somewhat a clear and orange like color the ice was of three balls. He looked at it and wondered why many people enjoyed Whiskey and alcohol in general, but who cared he was no longer a child he should enjoyed life.

Sora gulped down some the Whiskey and felt a bolt of energy Crept his body and it kinda made him shudder. He felt slightly dizzy (AN: sora's not drinker person :\...up-oh) his throat started to burn and he turned again to drink it.

The taste was bitter but it was good even if his throat burned a little. He finally finish the glass of Whiskey and asked for more.

He had became depressed one month before and didn't know why. He had ideas but he just was so bothered with his depression. Kairi had not been bad to him but was still unhappy like him with the breakup.

Roxas was no longer a part of him who shared his memories or feelings or he would of notices Sora's silent ways. Namine was no longer Kairi's Nobody but yet Kairi's friend as for Namine was always nice to Sora and began to ask question of if he was alright, but he smiled and say she was crazy asking question like that.

But Sora was happy when she asked but yet….he drank another Whiskey and felt even more dizzier than before yet when he got up his standing was a bit wobbly but he could walk oddly straight as if he not even 4 drinks.

He smiled and began to dance as he walked down the stairs. The world around him became a world full of darks colors that moved in the speed of light. He heard a girls voice and followed her. They made into the bathroom and she pulled him into a wall he grabbed her waist and started to put his tongue into her mouth. He could feel every muscle in and around her mouth, her hands travel through his body and he smiled. Something had perked her ear and pulled him out of the bathroom and they started to dance, again.

Later not knowing how Sora was ending dancing alone and walked to a cushie table which was empty.

He smiled and walked around. "hey let's go!" said a girl. The colors made no sense to Sora and the girl seemed to come from within the waves it self. A red long spiky hair man yet was completely black at the same time and glowed his eyes of green.

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………..It was Axel! Sora jumped up with his mouth almost wide open. Axel was in front of him with his back in front of Sora's eyes. 'What's a NOBODY DOING IN A NIGHTCLUB?!' Yelled Sora inside his head.

For some reason he forgot Roxas and Namine were Nobodies and his world only focus on Axel who had no heart, one that could not love, one that had no name, one of the lost ones. His cheeks began to blush furiously and his hands as well his arms began to tremble wildly. Axel had yelled something but the music was to loud to make out clear what Axel was saying.

After a few moments Axel turn but he did not see Sora and ALMOST walked past him. Axel turn and looked at a very hurt Sora who began to tremble all over.

Sora didn't know what had cause the crack within his body if not his soul. Sora didn't know why he choose This world other than his own. He didn't know why a little brown/red hair girl face with no face always smiled at him haunted his dreams. He just didn't know. Why?! Couldn't he be loved by Riku?!

Riku was gone to find home while Sora only wanted to delay it and live forever in the dimension of this world forever. "Hey. Remember me?" asked Axel as he turn to face the keymaster. Sora turned to Axel with a normal Sora-expression even if he was a 'bit' drunk "yeah…Axel." Said Sora in a half sleep tone and dreaming tone. "Is Roxas here?" asked Axel. Sora's eyes widen. 'Oh right MY NOBODY! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME AXEL?!?!' Sora looked around and then turned to Axel and shrugged playfully and said "I don't know he went out to the Fair tonight with Namine" in a cheerful voice but was thinking 'Look at me Axel…. Look at me….' His eyes told nothing what he felt for his seemed drunken or happy.

The Whiskey had given him an effect of happiness and yet slowly he felt worst then he did when he had his depressed days.

He wanted to jump on Axel but didn't but would when….

……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………Sora some how found himself in his room. He had his clothes on and everything and wonder what happen. He couldn't remember a thing but when he got up XzXzXzxXXXzXXXzXXX a great storm of hangovers took control and he almost could of screamed of what effect the Whiskey gaven him today: One hell of an headache.

"Awwwwgh…!" said Sora as he got up. When he saw the clock it was 8: 46 am his mouth went to the floor (AN: not literary) he went like super man and ran to school and arrived at 9:23am. Sora was given a detention and failed his math test but much worst then usual.

"Is it Possible that you can get a lower grade then F?" asked Tidus astounded at Sora's failure because mostly it was Tidus who sucked more at math then Sora.

Sora had stopped walking when he saw Axel waiting outside "Hey Roxas! How's school?" he asked Roxas. Sora glared at his Nobody and felt so much rage inside 'why not me?!' (AN: and you guys thought u were the only fangirls of Axel no way!) He thought in bitterness and anger. "You know it was much more funnier being in Organization Xlll then school but at lest I can have a… 'normal' life." Said Roxas a bit broadly.

Sora seemed happy but his fist kept getting tighter when he heard Roxas and Axel Talking as they walked to their homes. Inside he was in his breaking point, Roxas was straight so why did it bother him that Roxas talk to Axel.

Then Sora's eyes widen and thought… ' What if… What if?! Axel…' Sora's ye began to water but he quickly blinked them away and smiled. Namine notice this and began to worry even more. Yet how Kairi not notice yet, that Sora was only acting as well as Roxas who should know of what his Somebody felt.

Namine felt so useless and so weak. She notice Sora had came much, much later then usual and had became (yet very) slowly skinnier. Namine breath in and watch Sora acted so happy. They walked and When the made it home Axel had disappeared within his dark portal.

Namine only watch Sora disappear into the darkness of his room…

AN: I finish at 11:00 pm I wanted to make a sex scene with not the girl but sora and some one else( that you would know) but couldn't too tired. Anyway I hope you like it!

PPL R&R love