Bleeding Hearts

Disclaimer: FFX belongs to SquareEnix.

Author's Note: It may be OOC. Just something I wanted to write. Can you guess who's POV this is from? I hope you can figure it out from the ending.

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I had arrived in Spira a long time ago. I was raised on the foundlings of hope. You will never achieve greatness, my father said, unless you achieve pain. Pain is what makes people respect you. I was just a little child.

I wanted to end suffering. I wanted to end pain. How could I know you would betray me so? I thought you would join me. I thought you would help me end Spira's pain.

I met you on a whim. I aided you. It was fate that brought us together. As a summoner, I learned to smile when I was depressed, to laugh when I truly wished death. You did the same exact thing I did. We all did. Even Dona and Bartello. They knew. They shared in the same exact pain we did.

Spira was a little world. Machina was outlawed, the Al Bhed were hated. Sin had taken hold of us all, like it was meant to do. Sin wanted to take control of us. Yunalesca and Yu Yevon. They all did. All I wanted to do was stop the tears.

My mother used to shed a lot of tears. She cried and cried, and as a child, I never understood why. Mama was crying for the souls, Father said. The souls of the people not sent to the farplane.

As I look back, in retrospect, I think of the times we've spent together. I loved you, as only I could. You were mine. Mine to love, mine to cherish, mine to behold. Later, I realized the farplane was a much worse place than Spira.

Fiends. To think that souls that did not reach the Farplane would become fiends is stupid. I never reached the Farplane. I had never died. But yet, you changed me. You betrayed me.

How could you do that? How could you kill me?

Remember, Yuna, a fiend never dies. They are reborn. I will return as Sin, and claim this world. I will not let Spira escape my grasp. Guados do not hold honor in that regard.