Author: Gutterdevil
Title: Regrets
Rating: PG
Distribution: Anywhere but please ask by email first.
Disclaimer: Wrestlers real names belong to themselves.
Summary: Amy tries to come to terms with an abortion but ends up losing the
one she loves.
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Chapter 1
"Matt.I need to talk to you" Amy mumbled, dreading what she was going to say to Matt but knowing she had to say it.
"Why talk, when we have the house to ourselves, Jeff finally got the message and left." Matt walked over to Amy and slipped his arms around waist, he moved his mouth closer to hers for a kiss but she leaned backwards to evade him.
"Amy, what's wrong? You've been cold with me for the past few days; I haven't done anything wrong, have I?" He paused and then in a rush said: "If it's another man I'm sure we can work past it, I love you and I don't want to lose you"
Amy laughed nervously. "God, Matt, you couldn't be more wrong, I love you too. It's just I'm not too sure how to tell you what I've got to say. We've both got our careers to think of, it's the last thing we need at the moment but.I'm pregnant."
"Are you sure Amy? We were always so careful."
"I.I had it confirmed at the doctors yesterday. I'm about 2 months along, the baby's due about February."
Matt took a deep breathe and then tried to speak calmly in the soft southern accent that Amy had always found so sexy.
"This is the last thing you need at the moment, you have your career to think of and this could really hinder it. I mean what sort of life could we give to a child." Matt tried to stress what a bad idea having a baby could be to them.
"I'm so glad you mentioned the 'we' because for a moment I thought you'd forgotten your own involvement in the conception. We have to decide what we're going to as a couple, you can't start blaming me and handing all the responsibility over to me, Matt, it's not fair." Amy's voice had hardened as she said the last few words and she sounded angry.
"Ames, I'm sorry, this has just come as a shock to me, I'm not sure that I'm ready to have a baby, I'm only 27. There's plenty of time for us to have a family later on when we're not wrestling so much. Do you want to have the baby?"
Amy took a deep breathe and paused before she answered.
"Honestly? I don't know Matt, I can't make this decision alone, I need you to be there. I know it wouldn't be practical to have the baby and what kind of live could we give it, 4 days a week on the road but yet the baby still feels a part of me and I don't think I could have an abortion even if I wanted to."
Matt knew in his heart how much this meant to Amy to have the baby but yet he knew how badly he didn't want it and how trapped he felt. He knew what he was about to say was selfish but the words just seemed to flow and he couldn't stop them.
"If you have this baby, Amy, I'm not sure I could stay with you. You're going to have to decide what's more important to you - me or the baby.
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Chapter 1
"Matt.I need to talk to you" Amy mumbled, dreading what she was going to say to Matt but knowing she had to say it.
"Why talk, when we have the house to ourselves, Jeff finally got the message and left." Matt walked over to Amy and slipped his arms around waist, he moved his mouth closer to hers for a kiss but she leaned backwards to evade him.
"Amy, what's wrong? You've been cold with me for the past few days; I haven't done anything wrong, have I?" He paused and then in a rush said: "If it's another man I'm sure we can work past it, I love you and I don't want to lose you"
Amy laughed nervously. "God, Matt, you couldn't be more wrong, I love you too. It's just I'm not too sure how to tell you what I've got to say. We've both got our careers to think of, it's the last thing we need at the moment but.I'm pregnant."
"Are you sure Amy? We were always so careful."
"I.I had it confirmed at the doctors yesterday. I'm about 2 months along, the baby's due about February."
Matt took a deep breathe and then tried to speak calmly in the soft southern accent that Amy had always found so sexy.
"This is the last thing you need at the moment, you have your career to think of and this could really hinder it. I mean what sort of life could we give to a child." Matt tried to stress what a bad idea having a baby could be to them.
"I'm so glad you mentioned the 'we' because for a moment I thought you'd forgotten your own involvement in the conception. We have to decide what we're going to as a couple, you can't start blaming me and handing all the responsibility over to me, Matt, it's not fair." Amy's voice had hardened as she said the last few words and she sounded angry.
"Ames, I'm sorry, this has just come as a shock to me, I'm not sure that I'm ready to have a baby, I'm only 27. There's plenty of time for us to have a family later on when we're not wrestling so much. Do you want to have the baby?"
Amy took a deep breathe and paused before she answered.
"Honestly? I don't know Matt, I can't make this decision alone, I need you to be there. I know it wouldn't be practical to have the baby and what kind of live could we give it, 4 days a week on the road but yet the baby still feels a part of me and I don't think I could have an abortion even if I wanted to."
Matt knew in his heart how much this meant to Amy to have the baby but yet he knew how badly he didn't want it and how trapped he felt. He knew what he was about to say was selfish but the words just seemed to flow and he couldn't stop them.
"If you have this baby, Amy, I'm not sure I could stay with you. You're going to have to decide what's more important to you - me or the baby.