The Cure of the tears

It often happen that, during the missions, you are wounded to save the others.

And lately, to me often happens.

Fortunately, there are you.

I'm in front of the window of you house, undecided to the made.

I'm about to knock, when I see your face to few centimeters from mine.

I wait a your fit of rage that it doesn't arrived.

What it never arrived.

You' re always been until too much indulgent in my comparisons, Rin.

How every other time, you don't tell me nothing and allow me enter.

I'm seat on your bed and evoke the chakra, beginning to treat my arm.

We don't speak.

Let's not do it often.

The green shine illuminates your face, dearer then the usual one.

Your eyes are two dark spheres, without light, wound from deep bags.

Your lips are a thin line.

" Will want us some days for this" you say plain, with the finger trace the tear on my right wrist.

I nod with a – thanks – chewed.

We remain seat, nobody seems two to want move.

" Do we go to find Obito, tomorrow morning?" I throw there, without knowing well thing to say.

" It's all right, he will it be happy".

I can't see very well your expression for the dark, but I fell your pain.

Because it also mine.

It are only pass a pair of months from his disappearance.

" He misses me so much, Kakashi. I don't succeed in accepting it, for when I tried there. I awfully feel me in guilt. I would he want here" your voice is murmured just audible.

You allow yourself to escape a hiccup, around last letters.

I don' t see you, but in the darkness of the room I know that are you crying.

I hear -plic -plic to tears that fall on the wooden floor.

Without say exactly why, I grab you for the shoulders clumsily approaching to me.

I tightens you slowly.

I fear to break you.

You are so slender.

And I feel all them, Rin.

I feel all my emotions.

I'm a nanny of them.

You seize to my back, hiding the face in the hollow of my neck.

I feel your body tremble against mine.

I feel your crying increase.

However, I hear my pain be assuaged.

How if that gesture, was the care to the evil that I have inside.

I know that it is not.

The cure doesn't exist.

But I feel me encouraged.

I feel me alive.

Again.

Thanks, Rin.

Thank you for being here.