A.N. hey you guys first vocaloid fanfiction I have up and this is the first chapter for the song trilogy I will only have three chapters for the fan fic. one chapter for each song and I have to ask you guys that at the and of the chapter can you please leave a comment or review because that would really make me happy if you all did that .

Disclaimer: I don't own Vocaloid nor will I ever and I most certainly don't own these songs.

Utopia

50 years ago the United Nations revealed to the world, The Human Race Revival Project. The United Nations explained that the project would take a person's soul and place it in a body that never felt pain, hunger, need sleep, and it never decomposed. The one problem though was one that most people would over look.

*Rin*

"Where's my soul?" I asked aloud to my lover who wasn't even listening, instead all his attention was on a poster. The poster had a perfectly normal girl on it only difference was that half her body was replaced by a robotic mechanism. This poster was the advertisement for the Human Race Revival Project. "Len" My boyfriend finally tore his gaze away from the poster.

"What?" I stared at him than at the poster, trying to think of a way to phrase what was on my mind. "I think we should go along with the project." Len stared at me disbelief in his gaze. "What are you saying?" His eyes filled with anger as I spoke, "What I'm saying is that I want a body lik_" I didn't finish because Len had brought his hand up in anger than down again and slapped me hard on the Cheek. Shocked at what he did I stumbled back and fell to the ground tears in my eyes.

Than Len Started yelling at me, "Do you even know what you're saying!?" he paused probably waiting for my answer. When I gave him none he answered for me. "You're saying that you what to lose your humanity for a project that's probably going to fail in the end!" I stood and stared at him still shocked that he would slap me than explained.

"All our Friends already switched as well as almost the whole town," I paused tears still streaming down my face. "Soon we'll be the only ones left and die, while our friends and neighbors live on." Len stared at me the wind ruffling through his golden blonde hair and his piercing sky blue eyes losing all traces of anger.

A few minutes passed and I wished that this moment would never end, but that was just a silly dream that would never come true. "Fine I'll see when we can go in for the surgery." He said and in reply I just smiled and nodded thankful that he wasn't still mad at me.

*Later*

I was alone in the one room apartment that I shared with my boyfriend, and just the thought of his golden hair and piercing blue eyes made my heart flutter. I was sitting on the cot that belonged to Len waiting for him to come back and tell me when we would go in for the surgery.

I looked up as the door creaked, like it always did when someone opened it. I looked at the door and saw Len the one I loved beyond life, who I would be with forever if he had brought good news, standing in the now open door way.

He looked up and looked almost ashamed, it made me think that he couldn't get us in. He walked over and lifted me off of his cot holding my chin with his hand so that I was looking at him. Tears started streaming down my face again as I thought of earlier when he had used this very hand to slap me.

"Rin, why are you crying?" I just averted my gaze when he asked that and tried to wipe the tears away, only for more to come. When Len spoke again he spoke with such kindness it's like the fight from this morning never happened. "Really now Rin, you shouldn't be crying."

He paused once again and held my chin again so that I was facing him again. "Rin you should be happy, I got the appointment." I looked at him now without his help, unable to hold in my excitement. "Really, When!"

He sat down on his bed now looking tired than spoke "The day after tomorrow, sorry I couldn't get it sooner." He smiled when he said that only it didn't look like a happy one more of a regret smile. After he said that he lay down on the cot, said "I'm Tired." and fell asleep.

The day before the procedure I woke up and felt the pain from the fight that Len and I had yesterday. "Living flesh is such an inconvenience." I looked to the still sleeping blonde and remembered the fight and the pain that he inflicted on me in anger

"Tomorrow's our turn, so I'll just have them erase that memory." I got up and knelt down next to Len's cot, than whispered so that he could he me "I only want to keep the good memories of our time together." Len shifted and looked at me still half asleep, "Yeah, so do I Rin." After he said, that he smiled and went back to sleep.

I than stood up and smiled as well thinking to myself 'Len you probably didn't even hear what I said." The whole day went by slowly and there was nothing that I could do to pass the time, but when I finally fell asleep I dreamt of my new body and the procedure.

*Len*

I woke up the next morning, the morning of our procedure and looked around for the blonde that I had fallen in love with. Sadly as I looked around the small apartment I saw no trace of her. I got up from my cot and walked over to the door, with the thought of looking for her.

As I was reaching for the handle, the door started opening and would've hit me if I hadn't of backed up. I stared in the doorway as a familiar blonde with her usual white clips and large white bow walked into the room.

"Rin, where did you go?" Rin just smiled the smile that in my opinion could melt snow, on even the coldest of days, than she laughed the laugh that could make even the rainiest of days shine. "I went to get breakfast silly."

Sure enough as she passed me she handed me the bag that held our breakfast. She turned around and said as I was closing the door, "I didn't want us to get the procedure done on empty stomachs." So we sat down and ate our breakfast while talking about how our lives might change after the procedure.

"There is one thing that I don't want to change though." Rin said in a quiet voice. I looked up from my plate curious about what she had to say. "What is it Rin?" I asked as I finally managed to swallow the food that I had in my mouth.

Rin looked up at me and smiled, "What I don't want to change is," she paused and looked down at her plate, than continued, "our love for each other." Under her bangs I could she her blushing a bright vibrant red. I reached across the table (bad manners I know) and grabbed hold of her hand. "Is that what has you so worried?"

She looked up at me and nodded, "Don't worry, I will always love you Rin." After I said that I leaned over the table fully and kissed her, not a full kiss just a little peck on the lips that lasted only 2 seconds.

After breakfast Rin and I began making our way through a town that had been destroyed by nukes long ago, and was now filled with people with the same face. As we got closer I noticed that Rin's hand was gripping my hand tighter, as we got a block away I stopped and she turned to look at me, "Rin, are you okay?" I asked her. At my question she just simply looked at me and nodded.

"We can turn around now and forget about the surgery, if you want." I watched her expression waiting for her to speak, "No that's fine, I'm just a little nervous, that's all." Then she smiled and we continued on our way.

Now in front of the large, white building, that pierced the sky, Rin and I both gripped each other's hands tighter for reassurance and walked in through the glass double doors. Inside the two of us were greeted by two people in white coats, than lead us to the second floor into a room cleaner and whiter that outside. Inside the room they told us what would happen during the surgery as they sat the two of us on two, cold, metal, operating tables.

As they were preparing Rin spoke a question that she must've been thinking about this whole time. "Do you think you can make our face the same?"

The two doctors and I stared at her confused but then she looked at me and added "I want proof that we were together when we wake." The doctors nodded than injected us with some sort of drug that would knock us out in a few moments.

Rin and I looked at each other "We'll still be lovers after this, right?" I looked at her and nodded, I than laid down as the effects of the drug was finally felt, but that didn't stop me from answering her question "Don't worry I'll always love y_" I was cut off as the drugs finally knocked me out and my world went to black.

During the whole procedure I could hear voices talking and rushing feet as the people worked to transfer our bodies to ones of flesh and blood to bodies of metal and gears. I could also feel wires and cables being connected all over my body but oddly I could feel no pain.

When I came to I looked around with my new eyes, only to find a very blurry image. As my vision started to clear I also began to pick up voices of the scientists as they talked. "Welcome to the new world B-036" one of the scientists said, as I scanned the room I soon located the person who had addressed me. The person was a woman with short brown hair that hung close to her shoulders and on her lips she wore bright red lipstick.

Now that I was a little more confident that my body was working I sat up on the operation table that was once cold, but oddly now I didn't even notice the cold, then I realized that I didn't feel anything at all. Maybe something was broken I thought to myself.

Now I was standing and I walked over to the other table that had Rin was laying on. She slowly opened her eyes and with my new eardrums I heard her voice, only I didn't get the usual feeling that I would get whenever I heard her voice. I knew it was her yet for some reason I did not recognize he. "How is that?"

The woman with the red lipstick answered my question. "That's the girl you came in with this afternoon." I already knew that this being in front of me was Rin, but she just wasn't my Rin, instead she was just something made to look like her.

I looked at 'Rin' again than at the scientist and yelled "That's not her bring her back, please!" I pulled away as 'Rin' got up and spoke. "Len what's wrong are you okay?" I wasn't paying attention to her so instead she went over and spoke with the scientists and ask them what might've went wrong. While I stood alone thinking to myself, 'a body that doesn't decompose and a soul that doesn't cause war so in the end we can create a peaceful world, but at what cost?'

I than looked at 'Rin' and the scientist and began asking questions that confused me. "What is pain? What is tiredness? What is love? What is cold? What is living?" I paused and only looked at 'Rin' "What am I" 'Rin' was now starring at me scared almost as I finally realized that all the memories of the time that we had spent together were now just pieces of data now lost forever.

That's when I went berserk, all I saw in front of me now was a dark red and all I heard was screams. When I finally snapped out of my rampage, the lad I stood in was blood stained and littered with the dead. One body in particular caught my attention above them all. The body of a girl now blood stained with a white bow that was in her hair was in the same condition. The girl now on the ground in front of me was the girl that the old me had fell in love with but the new me was no longer capable of holding that same love.

I knelt down next to her and rested her head on my lap still unsure of how I felt. The girl in my lap was still breathing but just barely, the bloody blonde than opened her eyes and lifted her hand to gently brush my unfeeling cheek. "See Len, you still love me."

She continued to stare at me as her eyes started getting to get unfocused and no longer able to see, than she began to talk again. "Just like you said, you still loved m_" She never finished because she had died believing that I was her Len. Then I finally realized that this girl was in fact the same Rin it was that I was no longer her Len that she had loved so much, and it took her death to realize that.

I gently laid her head back on the cold ground and walked out only looking back once only not at the dead blonde than I left the building with the blood stained room behind thinking to myself. "I can never go back."

A.N. hey so thank you for all who read and if you do leave a comment I will mention you guys in the next chapter or you can PM me and I will still mention you in the next chapter all the same so I hope you enjoyed. :D