Hi everyone. So I'm pretty new here. Its kind of exciting truth be told. I don't know if any of my work will be good, but hopefully I will have people who will read it and tell me how it is.

Uh I'm not sure what else I should say haha. So hopefully my work will make people happy and want to continue reading it.

To who ever reads this, thank you for taking your time reading! Let me know what you think!

I don't have anyone to proof read anything so if any mistakes are found they are my own fault.

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Chapter One : Seeing is believing

We all have our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed?
they crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers around my throat.
is this what I get for the choices I made?
"Don't go –BMTH

Bella's POV

I walked behind the fence.

Looking into the dark night, wondering what was on the other side of the fence.

I glanced up, watching the torches light up with flame. Beautiful colors, I thought as I gently grazed my fingers against the fence. The tree's swayed with the wind, almost as if they were dancing together. Everyone was enjoying the bon fire we were having today. Jacob spotted me. This was never a good thing.

"Bella! Come on, join us!" he hollered as I waved at him and shook my head. He let it go and went to someone, I believe it was Seth and started drinking.

I glanced back at the dark forest, wishing I knew what was out there. Whatever it was it was calling me. I could feel it. Every night I could feel whatever it was calling me, wanting me and oddly enough I wanted it too. I closed my eyes, pressing my forehead against the fence. "who are you" I whispered into the dark. I could hear tree branches being stepped on but I didn't dare open my eyes. I could almost feel the darkness wrapping itself around me, making me invisible to everyone else.

I liked it.

I needed it.

I opened my eyes and blinked a few times. I looked back and noticed I was on the other side of the fence. I smiled, this was what I wanted. My freedom. I looked ahead of me and noticed someone standing there. He walked closer to me, slowly.

"I won't hurt you" I said gently, motioning with my hands for him to come closer. The person chuckled, shaking their head "I know you won't hurt me. I should be saying that to you, however I don't know if I would be telling the truth" I gasped. His voice, sounded like a haunted melody, strained with longing. It made me shiver. "Close your eyes" he whispered and I did as he said. I could feel him, my entire body was on fire. It was such a strange feeling, a feeling of wanting someone I didn't know, someone I had just met.

I could feel his nose running along my neck, it made me shiver. "Are you scared?" he asked as his hand followed exactly what he did with his nose. I shook my head and gasped. His hand was cold "Your cold. Here" I moved away from him and took off my jacket and handed it to where I thought he would be. I could have opened my eyes, but I was afraid he would get mad. "I don't need it. You do. I have to go. So do you" I shook my head "No, take me with you." He chuckled and picked me up gently, walking towards something. "No can do lady. Until next time" I felt his lips ghost on my cheek and then I opened my eyes.

I was back where I was.

I lost my freedom.

I wanted to cry

I didn't know what came over me, my heart was racing and I just kept staring at the dark forest. The trees stopped swaying, they looked sad in a way. "Please" I whispered "Don't leave me here" I pleaded holding tightly to the fence.

"Bella? What the fuck are you still doing here!" Jacob said. I shrugged at him "Come on, your dad and mom are looking for you" nodding I let go of the fence and followed him.

"Will you ever speak? I mean, your mom tells me you did before…" he stopped talking and I glared at him. "Sorry. Uh come on. They have a task for you"

I knew what was coming.

It was always the same, never ending.

I wanted to die.

So, what do you think? It's odd. I mean when I first started writing I knew this was an odd thing to write. Not sure if anyone will get it but hey it was worth a shot!

Let me know what you think. Since I already had two chapters written for this I decided ill work on it a bit more before posting it up.

Again if you read this thank you!