Title: finally, it ends.

Author: GalWivAGunblade

Email: GunsBladesNAmmohotmail.com

Rating: R

Summary: someone dies. I'm not gonna tell you who, though. You get to pick... or guess... they're male... tell me in the review who you think it is.

Warnings: not OOC, because there is no main character... angsty, death, lots of blood, and not much plot. Takes place in a bathroom.

The world spins... everything blurs, but I press the blade into my arm.

The silver cuts into my pale flesh, drawing forth crimson blood.

I gasp with pain, but refuse to give in... Not yet.

More cuts.

Down my legs, across my thighs, my forearm looks like it's been ran through a cheese grater.

The blood leaks onto the white tiling. I fall backwards, and sit on the side of the bath. Quite angered at my weakness, I grip the weapon and carve into my left wrist. "ROT" is now tattooed in red slashes across me.

The blood stings...

It stings so bad I want to scream, and punch and kick and yell and thrash...

No.

Not really.

I want to curl up in bed and cry.

I want to die.

No, I want someone to come and rescue me...

Unwillingly, tears are dribbling pathetically down my cheeks...

I stand in my boxers in front of the big mirror. I look a mess.

Sweat, blood and tears mix together into an orange solution which drips everywhere.

I pull out some towels and make a heap on the floor. I lay one across the top, and arrange my notes on a chair.

Notes of apology, of confession, and of mainly regret.

I lay down on the fluffy nest of towels, watching red wash through the white plush, like a disease...

I wrap the towel on top around me, and lay down... the world has giant black swirls whooshing across it now.

I close my eyes and feel the horrible sensation of lying in a pool of my own blood...

This is all HIS DAMN FAULT!!...

Wait, no. it's mine....

Too late the change your mind now...

And my world goes black. Somehow, I know I'm not sleeping...

Like I said, no main character. I did actually write this for someone, but I'm not gonna tell ya who! Please review... I tried not to characterize it much... but maybe I left some hints.