It seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face for the first time at the platform of 9 3/4.
Like yesterday when I caught the snitch for my team and you told me how proud you were, even though we were in different houses, because you loved me.
But I walked away because I didn't know any better. If only I knew what I know today.
If I had known back then how to think for myself, I would have held you in my arms, I would have taken the pain away.
I would have thanked you for all you've done, and for forgiving all my mistakes.
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again.
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there, because of my mistakes, your life has been stolen.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you for all that ever went wrong.
For everything I just couldn't do I'd use you as my excuse.
And now that the years have gone by, I've realized that I've hurt myself by hurting you.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit because there is no one to go to.
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss but there's no one who will understand.
And it's so hard to say goodbye to memories, but I have to let them slip away, or I will never be able to live without you.
If you were here, would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand why I can't follow my own path?
Are you looking down upon me, breaking my fall when I make more mistakes? Are you proud of who I am even though I did the opposite of all you believed in?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance to take back what I've done, to look into your eyes and see you looking back.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you when it was normally my fault.
For everything I just couldn't do because I didn't have your Gryffindor courage.
And I've hurt myself by not trusting you, and my putting my faith in the wrong people.
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away.I still remember the day you left. All the happiness disappeared, our lives became solemn and dark.
Oh, it's dangerous, it's so out of line, to try and turn back time, because even it I did, I would never be able to save you from her, and I wouldn't live any better.
And I'm sorry for blaming you, for everything I just couldn't do
For never believing in myself, because if I had, I would have never lost you.
The lyrics I used are from the song "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera. You can find them here...com/watch?v=wwCykGDEp7M