Chapter 1: I dont want to suffer
So...hazel is all alone now , Augustus has sat down on the leather sofa staring at the clock,for the past few days hazel has been counting how many days and hours her love of her life has been dead...its been 2 days 6 hours..hazel just couldn't believe it, everything has been happening all at once !
She's recently been told by her doctor that her lungs are getting worse and she's only going to be living for a few more years,Hazel started thinking, she thought to herself "what's the point in making myself suffer when I know I'm only gonna be alive for a few more years, why don't I just end my life right now so I can be with Augustus and I can die in peace because I don't want to suffer.."
As Hazel thought more about it she was more determined to do it, she was saying to herself "ending my life means no suffering, ending my life means no suffering"
Hazel hadn't thought about what her parents might think, I mean her dad was crying at every doctors appointment they had, if he found out hazel had ended her life, he might end his life himself ! And of course what about hazels mum in all of this !? How would she react to her little baby girl ending her life !? All sorts could happen ! She might get depression and need medical help, it would just wreck the whole family, hazel really needed to think FAST !
So this is my first chapter of the ending of tfios and what happens to hazel after Gus dies its not that good and its short but my next chapter will be longer ! :)