Suffering

by BookLoverExtrordinare500

After the events of Allegiant, Tobias falls into a deep depression. His friends try everything to snap him out of it and back into reality. Nothing helps. Not even a shrink. He ends up locking himself in his apartment daily, not eating or sleeping. Is this the end of Tobias? Or will he finally find his closure? Disclaimer: I do not own Divergent. Veronica Roth owns all characters.

1. Chapter 1

Suffering

Hey y'all! I just wanted to let you people know that this happens to be my first story, so please be nice. Constructive criticism is greatly appreciated. I would appreciate for there to be no flames. By the way, chapters will get longer. I just needed to get a feel for the writing.

Chapter 1

Tobias' POV:

You know the one thing that sucks about life? Every time something happens, it comes back to kick you whenever you think about the past. It was something I used to laugh about. Every time a date got completely ruined, I would laugh at myself because of the things I never meant to say or the things I never even meant to do. Every time Zeke would get himself stuck in some odd situation or another, I would be laughing my head off. Most of the time it was his fault. The only thing is, that was then. This is now.

I haven't even smiled since she…died. I can't think her name or else I break down completely, sobs racking my body. It doesn't feel right to be happy if she's gone. Why should I live my life if she can't? Tris was everything to me. And after all that had happened, I couldn't believe it had ended like this.

A shot in the leg and one straight through her spine. That's what they told me. Even if she had survived, it would have been a sorry life. She would have been paralyzed. The worst part was that she was a rebel now in everyone's eyes. The only people who knew the truth were those she cared about. Those that I cared about.

She was my everything.

And now she's gone.