What if Xander never forgot Cordelia? This is from Anya's point of view.
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Do you love her?
Does her memory still hold you?
Do you see my face when you kiss me?
Or you just try to forget in my arms?
I see shadows in your eyes,
your mouth forms a name that isn't mine.
You gather me in your arms thinking of her
and when you sleep you see her eyes.
I hate her for leaving you alone.
I love her for leaving you with me.
I'd be her just to stay with you.
And I hate you for being always hers.
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