Disclaimer: JK Rowling owns Draco and Ginny. If she wants she can have my books. The song "Konstantine" belongs to Something Corporate.
This songfic, based on Konstantine by Something Corporate. Konstantine is ten minutes of pure depression. You gotta love it.
Konstantine
I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low.....
I tried to talk her into it.
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
I tried to.
but I'm slipping in between
It didn't work.
you and your big dreams
She already had goals in life, she said.
it's always you
in my big dreams
She said being a death eater wasn't one of them.
and you tell me that it's over
She took it the wrong way.
I still....love....her.
Yeah. There. I said it. Love.
I absolutely detest that word. It makes you feel so weak.
you've been lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
She was always so lucky. Yeah. Good family, friends, smart. The list goes on for two hours.
you let me go
I didn't think so
So why did she need me?
I don't know.
When I asked her to join us, I didn't think she would be so shocked. I asked
her why she was so surprised.
She said she thought she could change me.
No one can change me.
and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption of the past
So she loved a nice Draco. She didn't love me for who I am. She wanted someone different. She wanted someone like Potter.
and you don't wanna look much closer
And here I was thinking she was the most deep person I knew.
coz you're afraid to see that all the hope you had sent into the sky had crashed
and it did
I think I ruined her life.
because of me
If I had never known her she might still be here.
can you bring me home?
but you're afraid to find out you're in love though
I take that back.
When I was talking to her about it, Parkinson was listening in.
Heinous bitch.
I had these dreams that I had learnt to play guitar
She went around the school telling everyone that Ginny was going to be a death eater.
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
The news somehow got to the Daily Prophet. I don't want to mention the headlines.
and there was hope that maybe I could take you there
No matter how much Ginny and I denied it, all the big company bosses Ginny wanted to see for a job didn't believe it and wouldn't even take her in for work experience.
but dammit you're so young
Her life was ruined at sixteen.
but I don't think I care
We never talked again. Me, because she didn't love me for who I am, Ginny, because she thought I was evil.
and if I hurt you
then I'm sorry
She didn't apologise to me, I didn't apologise to her.
please don't think that this was easy
Everytime I saw her she was looking so sad. And she was always walking alone. Everyone would avoid her. I just wanted to smash their faces in.
and Konstantine is walking down the stairs
It was all my fault. It's never my fault. But it was. This time.
we've been drinking and it doesn't get us anywhere
She was getting more and more pale. For a moment I thought she was thinking of joining us. Giving in. Then I remembered this was Ginny we were talking about.
this is because I can spell konfusion with a 'k'
Ginny was strong.
and I like it
Ginny wasn't weak.
this is to dying in each other's arms
and why I had to try it
The next day word got around.
it's to jimmy eat word and those nights in my car
She had died.
and the first star you see
might not be a star
Some people say the Dark Lord made her do it. Insuffering idiots.
He didn't.
I'm not your star
She had committed suicide. Madam Pomfrey told us.
isn't that what you said?
She had slit her wrist while she was in bed.
and if this is what it takes
to mend my mistakes
for everything I did to you
I know everyone wondered why such a perfect girl like Ginny had decided to kill herself, but they all acted like they didn't care.
and all the hell I put you through
I know they were all depressed inside. Ginny had quite an effect on people.
it's not hard to say
I think when she died, everybody thought about killing themselves at some point.
you'll always be my Konstantine
I know I did.
you'll never hurt me like I hurt you
Yeah, I'm ashamed.
she got into my head with all the pretty things she did
She had quite an effect on me.
this is to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things I did
They found a note on her bedside table. It said:
"Why?"
do you know I miss you?
No one knew what it was about. I do. But I didn't say.
You asked why? Ginny?
Because I thought you would understand.
~Fin...~
Ok ok. So I left out a few lines and the lyrics aren't one hundred percent correct. So what? Appreciate it. If you can't, sorry. I didn't mean to insult the song, I think it rocks. It you have any other suggestions, or just want to say something, I don't bite. =P no, seriously, I don't.
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