Disclaimer: No I don't own Gundam Seed or Gundam Seed Destiny. I wish I did but I don't.
Anyway this is my first piece of writing so please give me any kind of comment you can think of. If I get more confident in my writing skills, maybe I'll write a bigger story with an idea that's been bouncing in my head.
Guides in the Dark
The stars are bright tonight. I wonder if they are as beautiful where you are, as they are here.
At the thought of you my hand flew up and clutched the ring hanging from the chain around my neck. I couldn't bear to put it down, even for safe keeping but I couldn't wear it. I don't deserve to wear it.
I may try to be confident and strong in front of others but deep down I am shaking. My fears, my weakness and my hesitations fill my heart.
My fear of failing. My shaking will. My hesitant to be true to myself.
But I couldn't continue like this.
If I do not try then I have already failed. If I am not confident in my will, I will be weak. If I do not listen to my heart and feelings I will never be true to myself.
I need to become stronger and lead my country while you need to live in your own way and to follow your own beliefs. The both of us needs to grow and to finish our tasks before anything else.
I wish I could be with you but that's not possible. Even though we both wish for peace, we cannot walk towards that dream together. But when we do have peace, for I refuse to believe otherwise, maybe things will be different. Maybe I'll be strong enough. Strong enough to be where I am needed and where I want to be. Both with my country and, if you'll have me, with you.
Maybe, when I see you again, I'll be able to wear this ring again. But for now, this ring will guide me. It will be the star to guide me through these dark and uncertain times like the stars are guiding you now through the darkness of space.
I wonder if the stars are as beautiful where you are as they are here. I wonder if we're looking at the same stars but I know we are both reaching towards the same dreams.