Okay so this is the dish . . This the future blah! I didn't put it in italic for reasons (i'm just lazy okay?) so yeah! okay so I will explain things from my A/N: below. . . and for all you people who skip the Author stuff . . . TOO BAD SUCKAS! sorry I've been very fustrated with the the new school map out :\ any way R&R Enjoy!
"YOU WHAT?" Edward yelled at my Renesmee, and I felt infuriated. He was yelling at OUR daughter, and I was infuriated with Jacob, Renesmee and Edward. How could they, without even consolidating me? What kind of family relationship is that?
"Daddy! I'm twenty, logically! I did nothing wrong! I'm twenty, Daddy! Please, Daddy, be rational here! It's not like you don't do this with Mom! Gosh! AUNTY! Jacob, back me up here!" Jake had an anguished look on his face, like he was trying to decide whether to give his imprint what she wants, or to not get killed by my perfect husband of a vampire.
Finally, after minutes of debating with his conscience his willpower crumbled. "Yeah, Edward. I remember when you got Bells over here knocked up, and boy, she looked horrible! No offense, Bella," he said, backing away as if I was going to get mad. That was probably questionable, since I never was a crazed newborn.
My Edward trembled with such rage as he screamed, "DO NOT TALK TO ME ABOUT MY WIFE LIKE THAT! RENESMEE IS STILL YOUNG! I WILL NOT BE A GRANDFATHER! GET. RID. OF. THAT. THING." I gasped in shock at the exact same moment that Esme did. He wouldn't get rid of our soon to be grand-child. I simply would not allow that. No questions asked.
"Edward! We do not kill living beings in this house! I WILL NOT HAVE MURDER ON MY HANDS! NOT WHEN IT IS MY GREAT-GRAND CHILD, EDWARD!" Esme screamed, seeming quite out of character. Her golden eyes seemed colder now that I was looking straight into them.
"Calm down, Esme. What are we talking about, Edward?" Jasper walked in, probably because he could feel the tension and anger rolling off their bodies. My body was shaking in anger. EDWARD wanted to kill the baby, just like he wanted to kill my Renesmee so long ago. . .
"Jacob. Got. Renesmee. Pregnant," Edward gritted through his teeth. "Now. They. Want. To. Keep. It." I grabbed his shoulder angrily and he stared at me with cold hard eyes. It reminded me of another lifetime, back so long ago when he . . . Left me. I flinched from his rash behavior. He realized what he had done and calmed down to kiss me.
I opened my mind to him, wrapping my shield completely around his body. I let all my thoughts flow into him . . . How I wanted to be a grandmother . . . How Renesmee was born because I wanted it to be so, and Edward wanted her gone. Now he loved her dearly, and we couldn't live without her. It WOULD be the same with our grandchild. It had to be, or so help me I would ignore him for a century. Maybe not that long . . .
"Edward! No! We are not killing an innocent child! Remember Nessie! Remember what you said and look at how beautiful she turned out to be! I want to be a grandmother. Did you think about that? Did you think of how this would affect your daughter and this family?" He sighed angrily and backed away from me. Anger racked my brain as he growled at me and I hunched back in protest. My protective instincts took over my mind as Renesmee yelped, so I simply stopped and stared at my hands. Edward was mad at me; my Edward growled at me. I fell on the ground and stared at my hands. I felt like crying, but I knew the tears wouldn't betray me that way ever again. He sat next to me and kissed my neck tenderly as only my Edward could.
"I'm sorry, love. But I can't stand to watch my daughter be pregnant with some wolf. You don't understand a father's pain." His voice strained as if he regretted what he had just said. I scowled and scooped up Nessie. I stared at her tenderly and brushed her hair out of her beautiful face. She sighed angrily and then spoke.
"Mom! It would be weird if your mom was picking you up right now with your family! I'm twenty . . . . PLEASE!" Renesmee complained. I grinned contently at my seven/twenty year old daughter.
"Fine. I think I liked it better when you were younger . . . When you liked to use your power more . . ." I trailed off and realized Jacob was protectively standing over my Nessie. "Jacob, please, do you think I'm going to hurt her? And, you stink." I made a face and he laughed. Nessie giggled and I stared at Edward's retreating form - shocked.
Why was he leaving? Without formation to the family? I set Nessie down and knew where he was headed off. Jacob opened his mouth and I stared at him for quiet. He abruptly shut his mouth as I smiled, thankful that he was being calm. The door slammed and I was racing to it before I felt Edward's presence vanish. He was probably there right now thinking out his emotions. Anger, hate, confusion and above all: betrayal. He trusted Jake as a son and now . . . WHAT he did to my daughter was unspeakable.
Before I knew it, I was standing at the meadow and Edward's hand caressed my bare back. I stared into his gold eyes as he did to mine. I moved my face closer and my caressed his beautiful diamond face that danced in the sunlight. His cool hand moved slowly to my waist and he moved closer to my face. I stepped back, fighting the part of me that wanted so desperately to kiss my Edward's flawless face. Why should I, if he wished to kill our grandchild - the child that was never his to begin with?
His face filled with pain and he looked down sadly. I touched his face and he brightened a bit at the touch; I tried to force a smile, but nothing would proceed through my face correctly - even with the extra senses I had. He was sad because his daughter was doing something he hated. He was angry - everyone seemed to be against him on this was against him.
Esme wouldn't killing a member of the family. And Carlise - being Esme's mate - would not allow it either. Rosalie would love another child that she could pamper - even if it did smell faintly of wet dog. Emmet - no doubt - would agree on anything Rose said. Alice and Jasper were a mystery - though I believe they would be with me on this.
He was hurt because I hadn't agreed with him. He felt betrayal because Jake made his daughter pregnant. I could feel his emotions surging off of him, quickly. I didn't need Jasper's power to know - I knew my soulmate almost better than I knew my own self. They made me dizzy of how fast he was flipping back and forth through them. I had learned I could sense Edward's feelings quickly; I was glad for that.
"Love, why would they do this?" He looked at me, worry showed deep in his now liquidly eyes.
"Well, Edward . . . They are just ready. . like us. We both knew we were ready . . . now they are," I said softly, trying to reason with the now anguished Edward. I hugged his chest and leaned as he wrapped his arms around me.
"You're so wonderful. How did I ever get to deserve you?" His voice strained and I frowned, though of course he couldn't see. Edward deserved someone better . . . not someone like me. No. He kissed my frowning lip gently - with such tenderness and care it was as if I was still human, breakable even.
"I love you," I whispered as he kissed my nose. I love the feeling of our skin touching - the electric shock that flowed so frequently between us.
"I love you, my love," he whispered back to me; I laughed. He was wonderful . . . and he was all mine.
"Edward .. Please, tell me you're not mad . . ." It came out a more of a question than a statement as I bit my lip. His gold eyes turned hard at my question and he looked down, anguish written on his perfect, flawless face that I memorized so long ago.
"I'm fine with it. Just that it was a shock . . . I never thought they would go that far, though. Not with me here," he murmured quietly, and I nodded - I understood. I touched his face and made him stare at me.
"Hey. At least they told us. I love you and she loves you, too. Okay? Don't worry. She'll be fine . . . she's our daughter, isn't she?" I asked, smiling at my beautiful Edward. The corners of his lips turned upward. He tried to fight a smile, but his emotions won him over. He was now giving me his amazing crooked smile that I ever so dearly loved.
"I love you . . . more than you can imagine." His words were filled with longing as he leaned in for a kiss. I backed up and placed my hands on my hips.
"Listen. Mister. We get to keep the baby, no if's and's or but's. GOT IT?" I asked and he pulled me close to him and smiled.
"How can I refuse you, love?" he questioned, his cool breath danced on my lips. I smiled and stood on the tip of my toes to kiss his full, red lips!
A/N: First question., Why in frigging Gods Earth do we have to put A/N:
so yeah .. Nessie's pregnant GASP hell no! Hell yes! but anyway .. we'll see how Edward reacts to Jacob when they get back to the Cullen's residence. . .
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