You lost me…..

Prologue

Sophie never imagined she would ever be in so much pain. She literally felt like her whole body had been hit by a car moving at 180mph. So yeah, Sophie felt like she had died. Sophie wasn't sure how to describe the feelings going round and round in her head but she was in disbelief that the woman she gave her heart and soul to had gone and shattered her heart into a thousand pieces. Sophie's heart literally lay broken on the floor for everyone to trample on. Her Mum, Dad and big sister Rosie, all walked all over tiny shards of her heart and they didn't even realise.

Sophie lay on the sofa in her ice-cream pyjamas, looking at pictures of her and Sian on her phone. Happy pictures of them smiling and looking so in love it made Sophie's eyes glaze over. She closed them trying to stop the tears from descending. Unfortunately it did not work, a single tear silently slid down her cheek and onto the phone screen blurring out Sian's face. Sophie wiped it and put it under the pillow she was lying on. She watched her parents and sister rush around the house getting ready for work, not one of them has noticed her glazed over eyes. Why would they? They didn't even notice when Sophie was in a relationship why should they notice when the relationship had ended, when they didn't even know it had begun.

That hurt Sophie the most the fact that no one knew what was going on, she had to deal with it by herself. They didn't notice her heart skipped a beat every time Sian was in the room. They never heard her heart thump against her chest when Sian kissed Sophie for the first time and every time after that. They didn't notice the secret smile Sophie had for Sian or the way she melted into her hugs, wishing she'd never let go. No one noticed the spare bed was never touched when Sian stayed over, as Sophie would hold her so closely she felt her heart racing every time she kissed her goodnight. No one seemed to care what Sophie was doing or how she was feeling that was always the case for Sophie Webster no one seemed to care.