Just a poem. Take it any way you want. Could be yaoi maybe not. It's up to you.
A Game of Hurt
Torn souls are we

Forever we stay,

Until death's light

Finds our way.
We hide our thoughts

From others so

We wont burden them

With our woe.
They think of us

As they see,

Not the real

You or me.
How can that be

When the know us not,

They see our mask

Behind which we rot.
Are they really there?

Or have they stolen

The souls and lives of others,

For their bellies swollen.
We promised our lives

To the lord of all,

And what in return

But a crumby mudball?
This planet is decayed

Not worthy of us.

The blood bath never ending

They make such a fuss.
In our crazed minds

We think a lot

About death and dismemberment

And people we have fought.
Do they see the real us?

Or do they pretend?

But all the same,

Is this the end?
I so hoped that it was

But it seems not so,

Why must you punish me?

Why can't you just go?
You say you love me

But that is not true.

You say my heart is yours

But my soul is blue.
You held me in your arms

That night of all nights.

You whispered sweat nothings

I forgot all our fights.
Now that I think

I know this to be true.

Though you used me,

I still feel love for you.
You torture without knowing,

Or maybe you do,

But I cannot stop loving,

the rightiousness that is you.
I feel I have betrayed you

In some henious way,

But I like to forget that

Talk when I had no say.
I now know it was a fight,

One that I lost.

You found a way to beat me,

But at what cost?
I trust no longer the man you were,

Cold and distant that was you.

You told me not to cry,

I can't help feeling blue.
Why did you use me?

To get me for a wrong?

Tell me what I did to you

Now for you I long.
I want to see and hold you,

I want all of this.

Is that terribly wrong?

I only wanted a kiss.
You beat me down

Though not physically,

My heart was wounded

The pain, is this from me?
I ask again as I beg for my rights,

What did I do to deserve your plight?

I commited a wrong against you,

I damaged your pride alright?
Had I known, I wouldn't have done it.

Become first Saiya-jin and then some.

I killed the man that took your pride,

In exchange for your life I lied.
I asked to stay there as the planet died

But I thought of you and knew better,

You would later fight by my side.

Though I regret, that is my letter.
And with our misery

We find our peace

Inside each other

Our painful crease.
Well? More Yaoi for you. Tell me what you think!

CHA Shinimegami