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Sierra's POV
"CHAD take your sister now!" My father screamed
I was 4 years old I didn't know what I did. I lifted my head and looked at my brother looking fearful at my bruises and marks all over my body. He ran over to me in the middle of filming his show leaned down and asked me a simple but horribly detailed question. "Are you okay? Did he do this to you?" He griped my arms while saying what he did and my arms and face flinched. How does he even really remember me? It feels like so long ago when he left me there. Alone.
He released while stepping back right in front of my father. "What did you do to her?" He yelled in an angry and scared voice that only left you wondering what was about to happen. My father laughed while stepping closer to my brother. Chad.
"What do you think I did to her?" He grinned, as if it was some kind of game. Chad didn't answer "And imagine, you could have saved her from all the pain if you wouldn't have left." He laughed at my brother with his demonic laugh. My brother quickly swung his tight fist towards my 'father'. I don't understand why he would do something like that. I can't even say a word without getting beaten... and stuff.
I don't know why we were here to see my brother. I think my dad is just kinda tired of me. I guess I am not perfect like he wants me to be. I wish I could. Maybe then he would love me.
He held his face and looked at my brother with angry, horrid eyes.
"You take her don't call me don't talk about me and do whatever you want, you to can stay out of my life and I will have a great life from here on out." My father said with his grin slowly grinding down.
"So will she and I that we can think that you are forever gone!" Chad screamed loudly. My father stormed out of the filming room while my brother bent down and looked into my eyes I was still staring at the ground.
Chads POV
Why. Why after all of this time... he came back. He came back to the place that I loved. I loved it here. I loved to be away from him. And I guess at the time I wasn't thinking what he was going to do to her. Figured it would just turn out like 'daddies little girl'. But I guess that didn't happen.
My heart aches with pain.
How could I hurt her so badly trying to do what was best for me? I shouldn't have left her alone.
"Sweetie. Sierra. You are okay now. Don't worry. You are safe. I will take care of you. No more pain okay? Are you okay?" I tried to get her to look in my eyes. But her eyes stayed glued to her feet. She is already deeply cut with the images of what my father has done.
She slowly shook her head back and forth saying 'no' but with no words.
"What did he do to you"? I asked, even though I knew the answer. He beat her. He tore her life to shreds with each punch. He ruined her life. Just by being an alcoholic father. How? How could he possibly want to hurt her?
She slowly, and I mean SLOWLY, lifted her head off the ground and locked her eyes in mine. She had the brightest blue eyes I have ever seen. Just like moms. I stood up and turned around. Everyone was watching. Watching me have tears build up in my eyes.
I gave one simple gesture and everyone started to pack up and go home. I then turned around and slowly picked her up. Making sure to use as gentle hands as I could. I knew the bruises where all over.
Sierra's POV
I smelled the freshly sprayed Cologne on his shirt. He got me to his car and quickly drove away from the darkly covered walls, and the heavy set white floors.
We then arrived to a big apartment. Pictures, of him, everywhere. But I noticed that there were some pictures of a baby on his wall. He sat me down in a bedroom, kissed my forehead and walked to the phone. I stared at him then caught a glimpse of a picture frame next to his bed. I reached over to the picture while he was talking on the phone.
It was me... and my mom. Our mom died when I was born so I never met her. It was me as a baby. I couldn't really tell because I knew what I looked like when I was born, but under it it says the two perfect girls.
My brother got off the phone and I quickly put down the picture and go back to exactly where he left me. He came into the room. My knees pressed to my chest and my heart was racing. What if he is just like dad?
He sat down and sat me on his lap. "Sweetie. What did he do?" He glared into my eyes. I just looked into his eyes and said nothing.
"Please I need to know what happened you can trust me I promise." He held out his pinky finger and I took it into mine. That means he promises that he will never break the promise.
"I don't really remember you." I spoke. My first words in a long, long, time.
"Not at all?" He asked. Almost disappointed.
"Kinda. I talk about you to mommy all the time in heaven." He smile and looked at his hands. "She told me to tell you that she misses you and to give you a kiss, if I ever saw you again." He smiled and looked at me with his sea water blue eyes. He was about to cry.
"Will you stay here with my friend while I go shopping?" I nodded my head up and down. He picked me up put me next to a TV screen. I have never been able to really watch a show. Just how off all of this was compared to what I was going through at daddies, I was scared to stay here. Daddy was normal. My life their... it was normal.
"Up next Mackenzie Falls" the TV said softly.
"Chad look! Look! You are on TV!" I screamed.
"Ya that's my TV show Mackenzie Falls." He said with a grin on his face.
"Is Mackenzie your girlfriend?" I said while holding my knees to my chest. He laughed
"No I …"
knock knock knock.
"Coming". He unlatched the door and opened it with a smile.
"Hi Sonny!" Chad said while allowing her to walk in. I was standing up playing with box of empty crackers.
Sonny giggled "Aww this is your little sister?"
"Ya. Sierra this is Sonny. Sonny, Sierra."
"Make your self at home and you know what happened so if anything goes wrong call me." Chad kissed my cheek and left. I waved bye with opening and closing my hand in the air. What am I doing? I can't... I just... I just can't. This isn't right. I am not allowed to do things like that. People will get mad.
"Hi sierra I am Sonny. I am your brothers friend."
"Hi Sony". She laughed at the mispronounced name.
"Want to color on my box with me? Chad gave me colors." I pulled out 9 colors. "See green, yellow, orange, purple, blue, pink, black, brown, and red." sonny got down and colored with me.
"So did you do this at your dads house?" I looked up from my coloring book and stared at her.
"No daddy said that if I did I would..." I stopped.
"Would what?" Sonny said.
"I don't know." Sonny stood up and brushed herself off.
"We are going to have some fun". I looked at her and jumped up.
"We are?"
"Yes. You are going to go meet the cast of So Random and have some fun!"
At the studio:
"Hey guys!" Sonny yelled as we entered her studio.
"Hey Sonny! Who is this little girl?" Grady said looking at me with a smile.
I didn't answer.
"This is Sierra. Chads little sister." Everyone looked at Sonny and I disgusted and confused.
"Chad has a sister?" Nico asked.
"Obviously"! Sonny answered.
"Okay well why is she with you? Shouldn't she be with Chad." I felt talked over. Sonny held up one finger telling them to wait a moment.
She looked at me and said in a soft voice. "Why don't you go play over there." I got up and ran over and played with a blue and purple ball with shapes on it that are red. She is trying to get rid of me.
"Chads dad abused Sierra... you cant see her skin its so bruised as you can see, she is confused and scared I am helping Chad so that he can go get some stuff for her. She has to live with him now so I am helping them get settled." They all went into shock.
"Wait seriously." Tawni asked sarcastic.
"Neco will you take her and go do something with her." Sonny asked while looking at me with her eyes.
"Sure come on Grady." Sonny started walking towards her dressing room and Tawni followed.
Sonny's POV
"Wait so did you tell her that you are dating her brother?" Tawni looked spaciously at me.
"Not yet and I don't think we will soon." I explained.
"Why Not she deserves to know that you could be her somewhat mom". She said staring seriously into my eyes.
"Mom? Why would I be that she sees her brother as some what dad I guess but not me this is her first day here." I said while straitening some papers.
"The sooner she feels at home the better she will be in the long run. You don't get the chance for a wonderful kid like that to just be put into your arms Sonny. I wish it would happen to me, you don't see what you got now and if you don't you wont later either. See how much its worth now." I looked at her in shock.
"Wow Tawni I didn't know you could look that deep and say something so nice...TO ME!" I wanted to cry. That was so touching what she just said. Tawni never says ANYTHING touching.
"Ya. Don't get to used to it. But, well its true." She turned around and walked out of the room.
Sierra's POV
"Do you want to play with this ball?" Grady said handing me a small bouncy ball. I grabbed the ball and threw it giggled, stood up and got the ball and did it till I got tired. Nico laughed along with Grady.
"Hey sweetie". Chad was behind me and bent down so he could touch my shoulders. Neco and Grady stood up.
"Chad." Neco said.
"Neco." Chad said.
"Grady!" Grady yelled with a smirk. "Sorry."
Chad looked at him the back at Neco... so wheres Sonny. "Shes in the dressing room I think." Chad nodded picked me up and walked through the two of them like a door.
"What a jerk!" Neco said to Grady.
"I hear that". They both turned around and walked away.
Dressing room:
"Hey Sonny thanks for watching her."
"No problem." She said
"Do you need help carrying in the things."
"Sure if you would like." Chad said with a smile.
They both walked out, me in Sonny arms. Out to his car, it was a different one. black with 5 windows on each side. We drove home.
He reached in and took out 4 bags, Sonny took them and put them all on one arm. He reached back in pulling out 5 more bags sonny took 3 of them and chad took the rest of the bags. I walked next to them and looked in the somewhat see through bags. There was barbies and I couldn't quite see what else was in them.
We got inside and he put them down on the wood panel table. Sonny did the same and whispered something into chads ear. I looked at them and sat in this small room were there was another picture of my mom. I was told she was beautiful... and she was. She had long brown wavy hair big blue eyes and... as I thought about it she had most of the same details as Sonny.
I picked up the picture and toughed my mothers face with my fingers. "Would you like to stay?"
"If you would like me to". He smiled and they hugged. I started to wonder why they were so ' friendly' with each other. Chad took out a box and opened one toy after another and put them in the box. After all of the toys were done he took out all of the clothes and asked sonny if they were okay.
She nodded her head.
"Do you want to finish unpacking things and I will go give her a bath?"
"Please if you would like to." Chad said while folding one piece of clothing after another. Sonny went into the room with me still sitting on the bed looking at my mom and tears trailing down my face.
"Is that your mother?" I looked up suddenly and saw her eyes locked on the picture. I wiped away some of my tears.
"Ya that's her I never met her." Sonny looked sadly at the picture then at me.
"I bet she is looking at you right now thinking how you are so beautiful, smart fun girl to be around... you always have piece of her even though you never met her you still love her and miss her and wish that she was here and we all wish that honey." I looked at the picture then at Sonny, nodded my head in agreement.
Water started coming down my face. I wiped them away. She touched the back of my head while I sobbed. That night before I fell fast asleep, Chad came in and started talking to me in a low and quiet voice.
"She loved to tell jokes, sing, laugh. Just like you." Chad said. "And she loves you and I. She is proud of you and I am proud of you for being so strong." Chad looked at me while sitting right next to me on the small bed that he had. He kissed my forehead and turned to leave.
"Wait." He turned back around. I stood up and kissed him.
"I promised mommy that I would remember?" He smiled, turned off the lamp light and before closing the door all the way he whispered " I love you." and left. Loves me? Daddy never told me that. I fell asleep at 9:06 pm. The wind out side sounded like someone running super fast all most like a vampire.
Dream land or nightmare?
"Get up lazy!" I got up from the hard wood floor and looked at my so called father. I was shivering.
"Oh! So you're cold huh? Well if you don't get these chores done then you will be cold when I stuff you into the freezer! Get a move on!" I got up right away and took out the trash, dusted every bit or corner there was of that house, scrubbed the tiled floor in the bathroom and kitchen then waited after all of my chores were done for my father to call me in from outside in the snow.
When I got inside it was the same routine. I stood there while he first took swings at me. He punched and kicked. He would watch me as I cried. But when I cried... that just made him more mad. So I rarely did. I fell to the floor he kicked me till finally I ran far away to this gas station.
He can't hurt me here! I started thinking over what happened at the house how I could feel the pain gush through my skin. How my head trembled in pain from the kicks and punches.
I took time to realize that my life sucked that I wish I was somewhere better like with my mom or somewhere else. I prayed to god every night that I would be with my brother altho I really never met him. My heart sank when I herd the sound of my fathers voice. I ran into the girls bathroom and locked the door. I sat in the corner and cried a soft song into my head. The door was being banged on constantly and I didn't know what to do I was only two.
"Pwease daddy don't hurt me." I screamed. That's when I heard the banging stop and a gun shot go off. "Aaah" I screamed and ran under the sink. That's when blood came creeping in from underneath the door. It was dark red blood.. it was … my fathers blood.
I screamed and then woke screaming back at Chads house. "Daddy, Mommy help me"! Chad and Sonny came racing into the bedroom and turned on the light. Sonny picked me up Chad sat next to her. I was breathing deeply and shaking like an earthquake.
"Whats wrong sweetie?" Chad said brushing the hair out of my face with his fingers.
"Daddy don't let him hurt me please!" I jumped out of Sonny's arms and into Chads and hugged him. He felt how bad I was trembling and shaking. I could tell Chad was scared. He had the look in his eye. The one that you could tell he was worried. About everyone. About me.
"Why what happened?" Chad asked again til finally she answered.
"Hes coming for me don't let him hurt me daddy I am scared daddy please." I cried into his chest. He picked me up and hugged my body close. We all went out to the living room. They lied me on the couch Sonny rubbing my arm back and forth in a slow motion.
Sonny's POV
I picked up my hand and held hers still shaking. Chad went into the kitchen and got 3 cups of water. By time he got back she was fast asleep.
"Well would you like a glass of water? Or two?" Chad offered me holding out the glass.
"Sure... I wonder what happened in there." I said looking at Sierra. Who was still tightly gripping her hand with mine.
"Ya I want to know that too." He said softly.
"She was talking about our father. She must of-" he stopped because the phone started ringing. He got up dragging his hand across my shoulder.
Chad's POV
"Hello."
"Hello?"
"Yes Chad Dylan Copper right?"
"Yes."
"You recently got your sister right."
"Wait who is this". I asked confused
"I am Mr. Daniel I'm a lawyer."
"Okay and yes I did."
"Okay well I was contacted and talked to an adoption home and-"
"She is staying with me." I interrupted.
"I know. They said you have to make it legal right away."
"Okay. Why?"
"I heard what happened and if you father changes his mind he can call the police for kidnap." Obviously he didn't hear the whole story or my father would be in prison.
"Okay how do I make it legal." Sonny was sitting in the living room looking confused wanting to know what I was talking about.
"I can do it for you."
"Really? How long will it take?"
"Up to two weeks".
"Well hopefully he doesn't do anything By then."
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~~Sierra