Suicide
Heero Yuy

How can I start this? Well...wait? Why the hell am I writing this anyway? No one
is going to miss me.

Half the world wants me dead. I am a faceless soldier in the battlefield. I am of
no importance.

This is my last goodbye. The war has taken whatever compassion I had away, stomped
and spat on it, then returned it as a load of nothing. A person is someone who
feels and reacts with their surroundings. However, I cannot feel. I am not a
person.

But, for what it's worth, I might as well offer condolences to those who might feel
a loss.

Relena, I know there was something between us. I just couldn't sort out all the
events of the war coinciding with each other. I'm sorry, Relena, for all it's worth.

Duo, how did you put up with my shit? I'm smiling right now because you're so damn
gullible. Amazing. You're the only person who believed that I was Sailor Moon in a
previous life. Farewell, Shinigami.

Quatre. I'm sorry and I apologise for forcing the Zero system on you. I know you
didn't like it, but you pulled through. You are a kindred spirit and probably the
best friend I ever had. Ja ne, Quatre.

Trowa. See you in hell. You get the room next to mine.

Wufei. ((messed up letters)) I've always had special feelings for you.((end of
messed up letters)) Apparently someone thinks this is funny. It is not. Just for
that, I'm saying goodbye to Jii. And Jii only. **sticks tongue out at Hee-kun**


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With a sigh, Heero saves the letter onto a disk, gets up and leaves the room. Tenn,
who had read the last half of it and added her insights, creeped out of the
bathroom. The room was dark, only lit by the eerie green light given off by the
laptop. She opened the file entitled 'Suicide', quickly typed out something then
left.

When Heero returned not too much later, he saw that his file was open. he sat down
at the desk and read the new addition.

Heero,
I'm getting you some bubble wrap for your birthday so you can relieve stress.
Tenn

Yuy smiled. Yes, smiled. With that he deleted the file and went to bed.