Contradiction- assertion of the contrary or opposite; denial
Hypocrite, the word had kept ringing in his head. Over and over and over again like an annoying chime, like Karin's "Sasuke-kun's"
Was it hypocrisy? The fact to want to things that were completely different. Wanting good and evil? Did that in fact make him a hypocrite? Should it matter to him….no not as how he claimed to be it shouldn't have bothered him? So then why did it?
Even the colors proved how split this situation was. He wanted red the Sharingan what he had worked so long for. And green the eyes he wanted so badly to gaze upon. Two exact opposites on the color spectrum.
Why did she have any effect on him? Why? She's just like the rest of the fan girl's right? Just one of those girls who obsessed over him because they thought he was attractive, failing to see the true evil he was, what he had become. But no, even he wanted it to be just that it wasn't. She was different. Had she really loved him like she had claimed?
She was about to give up anything just to be his. He made her cry. NO. Who cares, he shouldn't. He wanted her to be happy yet he was tearing her apart. He wasn't supposed to care but why did he?
Maybe he should go to Konoha and end the problem along with her life. NO. He couldn't bare to think of something happening to her. Her precious skin, her annoying temper, her soft bubblegum hair, her obnoxious inner. He crumpled over, what was happening to him. He had closed the door killed Itachi. He lived on hate so long and now he wanted the opposite. Love?
He wanted death yet life. Closeness yet distance. Warmth but be so cold? A family yet alones. He wanted her but lived for him. In the nutshell could he really come to call himself a hypocrite. His longing had been death of his brother but now if only he could see her again. He called her weak but was she really?
She put up with all the crap that he had dished out to her.
She
had loved him even though he had abandoned her.
Was it hypocrisy
or had he just simply found himself in a simple contradiction?
She lie down sprawled out on her bed only facing her ceiling. The white colored ceiling. White she thought…the opposite of black, his eyes. She hugged even tighter on to her pillow. She could feel the tears seeping through. Hypocrite rang through her mind. She gulped as she let out more tears. She wanted him so badly but couldn't bear to think seeing the sight of him. She loved him yet hated him for leaving.
She gulped once more. She wanted to feel his soft skin, no matter how hard he was. She wanted to intoxicate herself with his smell yet being sober of him was the best thing for her. Why did he have an affect on her? She should utterly be disgusted with him yet the remembrance of his voice soothed her.
'Why wont he come back?' He defeated Itachi. Tsunade would let him come back if I convince her. I'm not a slut but if it meant me being the vessel to rebuild his clan I would do it. Just to be his.
She wanted to shun him yet embrace him. Snuggle him yet punch him. She wanted the embodiment of hate as love.
Hypocrite whispered in her head once more. But was it really hypocrisy? Or had she just found herself in a simple contradiction?
His head rested against the wall "Her eyes"
Her head pressed into her pillow "His smirk"
"Sakura-chan"
"Sasuke-kun"
"pink"
"black"
"good"
"evil"
"weak"
"strong"
"love"
"hate"
"hypocrisy"
"contradictions"
"light"
"dark"
And both spoke out with a single breath. "I need you."
A.N. So…yeah they're very contradictory so ya know review please"