Because of You, a naruto fanfic

Because of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

It's because of you that I am the way I am now. Closed off, not trusting….afraid. You ruined my life without even trying and you know what makes it worse? You were my best friend and you broke me.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

Every time my mom would leave me home alone or no one was paying attention to me you would hurt me, and now I know that I will probably never escape this place, this world that I call hell, and you say that it's my fault.

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I hid behind the fake smiles and the faulty act just to please others and to make sure that you wouldn't have another reason to hurt me even more. My fault….those words ring in my ears and they won't leave.

Last night you went too far. Leaving me with new bruises to cover up and an extremely low self-confidence is one thing, but taking away the one thing that still kept me innocent is crossing the line. Still at times I call you my best friend because if I didn't people would get suspicious. So 'best friend' I hope you die in hell.

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

I met a new best friend and the love of my life today and you found out, I told him to run but he didn't listen now he's in the hospital and it's all my fault…..never yours, always mine.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything

I think I'm going to die tonight I can see the angles calling me and I really think I will, well then good bye 'best friend'.

Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

"WAKE UP!!!!!!" I open my eyes and realize that me almost die was just a dream and I cry, I cry because I realize that no one will save me and that no matter how hard I wish for you to kill me it will never happen because it's because of you that you are my best friend and that it's all my fault.

Because of you
Because of you

My Name Is Sakura And My Best Friend Killed The Love Of My Life Sasuke Uchiha And I Am Going To Get Revenge, Because I Am Strong And It's Not My Fault And You Are Not MY Best Friend…………

Confused?

Can you guess who her best friend is?

Idk were this came from cause I wrote it in math class and I sorta went through something like this.