Diaries and Life...
Chapter1 : Gabriella
I walked along hand in hand with Troy thinking hard, though i love him to pieces, I can't ever be sure anymore about how he feels about me, sometimes i can't ever seem to know what to say to him, we normally just
walk hand in hand together, sometimes we do not talk at all, sometimes we sing, sometimes we kiss, its unconfortable but at the same time I can feel relaxed in his company, it will get spoilt when others come and
talk to Troy, on the other hand; Troy, instead of feeling annoyed... has that look of relief on his face as if he couldn't stand the silence anymore. I don't mind the silence but in his case, it seems to make him
uncomfortable when we do not talk at all, Sharpay will come bustling past and will give Troy a flirty look, I never want turn and look at him as inside I think he smiles at her back, sometimes i think he loves her more
than me, I'm not sure anymore, we never talk much anymore, I never seem to be able to get the right words out and nor can he... it was fine when we were friends. I could talk to him about everything and anything,
reality always seemed blind to me, as if the whole world had just suddenly stopped. When we sung I felt I was flying in the air and there was no way I could fall down and crash, well I crashed quite a along time ago
now, I dont know anymore about how he feels about me, i don't know what is going on inside his head, he seems to be hiding something I don't know...
"Are you ok?" Troy looked at me and stopped walking, I snapped out of it "sorry i was in my own world for a minute there" Troy smiled "hey do you wanna come to my place after school?" I lightened up "yeah of
course, where-" I stopped in mid sentence as I saw Chad and Taylor walking by, "hey man" he said to Troy, "see ya after school" Troy looked at me and shifted unconfortably, " I thought we might like some
company" I looked at him " it's fine i said as long as -" I had to stop in mid sentence as Sharpay came into view " hey Troy! can't wait till tonight!" I looked at her, was she being serious? Troy looked at her for a
second and I saw that smile, the same smile she had given him plenty of times, "yeah nor can I" said Troy smiling even more "great! Well i better get going!" Sharpay walked off looking occasionally around at
Troy, I wanted to scream at that point.
"Hey i might not come tonight... I feel abit queasy" I said not looking at him, "hey hey" Troy looked at me "I'm sorry, if you know.. if you wanted it just to be you and me, I thought it would be more fun this way, I'm
sorry.. I looked at him and in his eyes... I knew there was something he wasn't telling me, "no its fine" i said "well i better get going" Troy grabbed my arm softly and pulled me close, for that one moment I wanted to kiss him, I wanted to forget everything that had happened... but i just couldn't, I saw in my head the smile he gave Sharpay, " look I'm sorry I really have to go" Troy didn't let go.. "you're upset and its my fault" he said looking at me straight in the eye " look just hear me out"...
TBC
ok this was my first story, it came from the top of my head so if its terrible im sorry haha
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