A/N: Hey, this is my first crossover anime fic and I'm actually proud of it. So, please be nice when reviewing ok?

Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblades or Gundam Wing (Sob) But, I hope to someday, when I become God and rule the earth…

Rating: PG-13 or R. {I'm not too sure, but I'll say R for future chappies)

Pairings: 1x2x1, 3x4, Kai/Rei, Tyson/Max, Tala/Brian, Michael/Lee, and others that I haven't decided on yet. (I might bring along Wufei and Zechs but I'm not sure)

Chapter 1: Secret Love Hurts

Duo's eyes were slowly filling with tears as he gazed down at his lover, sitting at a table drinking his beer. He took a deep breath and prepared to sing.

Before:

~

Heero sat, face down, slouched over the table in misery. "Damn, I can't believe I'm stuck here on my own." He murmured. He had only agreed to come because Quatre had insisted he come along with the rest of the pilots and Wufei and Trowa had practically dragged him out to the car. So, he was doomed to spend the night drinking away his misery in a bar with 4 overly happy pilots. Which was bad enough, but, Wufei had left about 1 hour in, needing to sort out some difficulties with Nataku. Then, Trowa and Quatre had escaped to the bathrooms promising to be back in a minute. That had been 4 hours ago. Heero had given up hope of them returning tonight. So, that left him and Duo alone at the table, which usually wouldn't be too bad except they had broken up that afternoon. Heero stared intently at a mark on the table, not able to meet Duo's eyes. "Heero…" he heard the soft voice. He ignored it pointedly for a few moments before he heard Duo stand up. "I will make you listen." Duo stated and headed for the stage of the bar.

~

Heero looked up at his beautiful lost lover as Duo prepared to sing, violet orbs shining with unshed tears.

"I can't take it, I don't understand.

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am…"

Heero closed his eyes, unable to look at Duo's heartbroken features. His thoughts drifted back to their last conversation:

~ " But, I don't understand…"

" I know. Look Duo, its not gonna work ok?"

" No! It's not ok! Damn it Heero! What went wrong? I thought we were happy!"

" Duo…"

No! I did everything for you! I kept us a secret from all our friends despite the fact that I just wanted to scream it out loud! And to think I was so stupid! I thought you didn't want to tell them because you were shy, but it was because you were ashamed of me! Wasn't it ?"

" NO! DUO! NEVER!" Heero shouted, suddenly becoming angry at the thought that Duo could possibly believe that he could be ashamed of him.

"Listen," he said dropping to his knees to face the boy who was crumpled and crying on the floor, " You are the most important person in my life. I could never be ashamed of you."

" Then why?" Duo asked looking up into the cobalt eyes.

" Because, I can't be vulnerable. Neither can you."

" Bullshit Heero! Tell me the truth."

" I am! I can't do this! Its wrong and I'm stopping this fling before it gets out of control."

Duo stood up and walked over to Heero. He raised a soft palm and caressed Heero's cheek.

" It's already out of control," he whispered, moving himself closer to Heero's body, his lips ghosting over the other boys, " I love you"

Duo closed the distance between them, capturing Heero's lips with his own, gently caressing them while moving his palm to stroke the light hairs of Heero's neck. Heero was helpless, unable to resist the beauty before him, tasting him desperately.

Eventually, Duo pulled back, breaking the spell holding Heero.

" Uh…no, Duo. You don't love me. This has to be over."

And with that, Heero left the room and Duo collapsed to the ground in tears.

Heero snapped out of his thoughts and listened to Duo's words.

"If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed,

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head…"

Heero looked back up at Duo, not wanting to see the hurt in his face, but unable to resist looking at the only man he'd ever loved for the time he could without interruption.

" Coz I miss you, body and soul so strong, that it takes my breath away,

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today…"

Duo saw the conflict of emotions on Heero's face. He started to walk from the stage to the table, all the time singing the words of the beautiful song that held so many messages to his koi. Duo reached the table facing a shocked Heero as the whole room looked on. He reached forward and cupped his chin, causing Heero to stand before him.

"Coz, I love you, whether it's wrong or right,

And if I can't be with you tonight,

You know my heart is by your side."

Duo moved his palm over Heero's cheek as he sang the last verse. His eyes reflected the words of his song and made Heero melt under their gaze.

" I love you Heero, and that's not gonna change. But, I need to know how you really feel, not what you think you're supposed to feel, okay?" whispered Duo, as he leaned towards Heero and gently brushed his velvety lips over the awaiting mouth.

He felt a hand slide up his back and pull him closer as Heero took control and coaxed him into a passionate embrace. They broke away and Heero's head fell against Duo's shoulder.

"God…I love you so much…too much…" he murmured, loud enough for Duo to hear.

"Never too much, koi." Duo replied, before kissing him again.

" Let's go." Heero whispered.

Duo nodded and they headed towards the exit, Heero blushing from the loud cheers of approval coming from the other customers in the bar, and Duo waving in gratitude.

" Thank you, folks! I had a great time and I hope you did too! Now, with any luck, and a less moody boyfriend, I'll never have to do a repeat performance!" Duo announced and bowed once more, before Heero's hand appeared back in the door he had just exited and grabbed Duo by the collar and out to the car.

"KAI!" Rei shouted in ecstasy as his climax was reached. The two boys fell back in exhaustion on the soft bed. Rei snuggled into Kai's chest, his raven locks sprawling across it also, sending a tickling sensation through Kai's body.

" I love you…" Rei whispered, breathing deeply, near sleep.

" Hn…" Kai replied, sounding tired.

Rei tensed for a moment, unsatisfied with Kai's indifferent reaction to his meaningful declaration. He turned around and lay by Kai's side, his back to the blue-haired boy.

" Goodnight, Kai." He said, sounding deeply hurt, the tone cutting through Kai's heart like a newly sharpened knife.

He watched the Chinese boy sleep, guilt and confusion washing over him.

'He's so beautiful. My Rei Kon.'

"No, not mine. I cannot let myself get too close. It'll make me weak. Things cannot get any more complicated. I cannot allow myself to get any closer to Rei." Kai murmured aloud, in a quiet tone.

'But, hearing him say those words, he loves ME, not being able to say it back no matter how much I want to…'

" But, just because you can't ever know how I really feel, doesn't mean I can't say it you when you're sleeping." Kai whispered, turning on his side to face Rei's sleeping figure.

As if, sensing the movement, Rei purred and turned in the bed so he was facing Kai, but still asleep. Kai stared at Rei's features in their perfection and gently traced a line from Rei's temple down his jaw and neck with his finger.

" I love you more than you'll ever know." Kai murmured against Rei's skin, placing a kiss on the soft surface, breathing in his scent. He pulled the neko-jin closer to him and settled down to sleep.

Rei opened one golden orb and smiled slightly.

" I knew you loved me, Kai koi. I know you'll tell me for real someday."

Rei snuggled against Kai's sleeping form, no longer angry, now that he knew that despite all the acting, he had Kai Hiwatari's heart.

A/N: that's chappie 1 done! Pleez R+R and Chappie 2 will be up soon!