This is mainly just a look into Ian/Lucy's head to get a general sense of what their feels are at the start of this story (obviously a little confusing) which this is my first story I've written so please be nice I would love advice, comments anything that's positive or helpful no negative!
Lucy POV
I have finished shooting all my scenes for the day my last one of the day was with Ian and after we finished I came straight back to my dressing room and have continued to sit here the last 15 minutes thinking things over and over in my head. Lately it seems like anytime I have a scene with Ian my feelings for him get more.. twisty is the word that comes to mind. We have always got along great and clearly we have great chemistry everyone always tells us. And over the last few years we have only became closer friends.. or at least I thought we were just becoming closer as friends but lately it seems like maybe I could be feeling stronger feelings for him. But I just ended things with Chris who I do still love even though I know things aren't going to work out between us. Maybe that's why I am falling for Ian more is since I ended it with Chris and I'm lonely. But then that makes me feel like I would be wanting Ian as just a rebound which I would never do that to him I love and respect Ian to much for that. Which is why I haven't expressed my feelings and have attempted to block them out of my own mind. It is all just to confusing clearly and even if I worked through all my feelings and knew exactly what I wanted Ian would not have the same feelings for me. We. Are. Just. Friends. So enough sitting here I need to get up go home and do something proactive.
I grab my bag and head out the door. I get to the parking lot and see Ian about to get in his car he yells out bye luce! Smiles and waves to me. I smile back and wave bye and get in my car thinking to myself he looks so good and when he smiles.. and that's where I stop myself I am not going to start thinking about this right now. I start my car turn up T Swift and sing along as loud as I can to distract me as I head to my apartment.
Ian's POV
As I get into my car after saying goodbye to Lucy I can't help but think to myself she's been acting a little strange the last few times they have been around each other. Mainly when they have a scene together. I don't think I have done anything wrong to upset her maybe she just wants to spend less time together. He as always thought they were really close friends.. who knows what could be going through her head she's had a couple of really stressful weeks. She ended things with Chris which he knew was hard on her even if she didn't admit it. And he had also talked to Shay and Ashley about it and they both said it was still affecting her not only that she has been trying to find a house to buy which he was also in the process of and he knew how stressful that was. I'm sure I am just over thinking as usual he has been falling for Lucy more and more everyday but he never said anything because he knew it would be pointless. He just can't help it she is so beautiful, talented, smart, funny and just perfect. He loved being around her she always made him laugh and smile constantly and the chemistry between them really was amazing. And anytime after they had spent time together he never wanted to leave her he just wanted to be with her again and hug her, kiss her and not in front of a camera.
I finally start my car pull out of the parking lot and head home to get ready I am going out to the bar tonight with Keegs and Shay.
