I hated being a wolf sometimes. Life would be so much easier without being this way. But, then I wouldn't have the pack. They were the only family I had that I didn't have to constantly lie too.
I miss being normal. Well, mostly. Being 'normal' would mean being straight. I was the exact opposite. I'm Ember Grey. Lesbian. Werewolf. Far from the ordinary girl. Its what makes us interesting, right?
Too bad that's not what my family thought. They didn't know about the wolf part. The Lesbian side of me, they just ignored. After a while, I couldn't take it anymore. Now, only my siblings have anything to do with me. Its hurts but, it was worse to pretend everything was okay.
My family was pretty strict Christians, part of the reason they weren't accepting, I hated the fact they wouldn't dare mention what was actually going on with me. To them, it was just a phase and one day I'd move on to be straight.
Soon, I just moved out and lived on my own. I found out that it made me much happier. Later that year, I got into a really serious relationship. I was only eighteen and we were only together for a year and a half. But, I loved her more than anything. She knew that, everyone knew that.
I quickly found out she didn't feel the same. Lately, I hadn't been feeling off. I'd feel overheated and things pissed me off more than they should of. Coming home from working that night, I was already on the edge and wondering what was going on with me. That's when she came out and told me that she had cheated on me. She was pregnant.
I couldn't control myself. Following my instincts, I ran outside into our backyard which was pretty much all forest. That's the first time I phased. I didn't come back for a couple of weeks. Sam, the pack leader, finally got me to calm down enough to phase back.
When I did get back home, all of her stuff was gone and all was left was her note.
I thought that was the end of my love life. Loving again would never happen for me, not after that. But, then I met Bella Swan. Everything changed after that.