Authors Note: Hey guys. This is a repost of my first fanfiction titled Melt My Heart to Stone. I was reading it the other day and saw how bad it was and I couldnt leave it like that so I took it down. I have been editing all the old chapters and fixing mistakes as best I can. I'm sorry to anyone who had been reading the old version I just couldnt let it stay up, it really was that bad. I will post the edited chapters every week and once I'm caught up to where I was I'll post the new chapters I've written. Anyways I want to thank you all in advance for your understanding.
Rain. Eww. Of course what else would be my welcome back to Forks than a fucking monsoon? Well I better put on my big girl panties and deal with it. I'm standing here waiting for my father to arrive and I'm wondering why I inflicted this hell upon myself. It wasn't the fact that Renee, my mother, had remarried, or the fact that Phil, her husband, is the world's biggest douche bag. No, I exiled myself to wet and dreary Forks out of pure cowardice.
I can feel the dull throb in the pit of my stomach as I think of the reason I'm standing in this rinky dink airport. James. Even thinking that assholes name makes my blood boil and my heart bleed. I'll admit, now, that mistakes were made on both sides. However I never thought he could or would take shit this far. I bet he and that loud mouthed bitch are laughing their asses off back in Phoenix. In a way, I brought this upon myself. I knew James and I were a bad idea. In a move completely out of character for me, I decided to let the wall's down and let someone in. Well that idea came back to bite me in the ass…hard.
So here I sit, waiting for my dear old dad to come and rescue me. I really shouldn't complain. I've missed Charlie, and maybe being back here will do me some good. I haven't seen Charlie in about two years. I used to spend my summer vacations with him, but the past few summers I spent them with James. I regret doing that. Charlie has always been so awesome to me, and he didn't deserve my flakiness. At least I could take comfort in the fact he wasn't all alone anymore.
A few years ago, Charlie married Sue Clearwater. Sue's from the Quileute Indian reservation down at La Push, and is one of my favorite people in the whole world because she doesn't take shit from anybody and always tells you like it is. The fact that she and I get along way better than my mother and I do doesn't hurt either. Then there is Jacob, Sue's nephew. Jacob's father Billy died about four years ago, and Sue and Charlie took Jacob in. It's like having a cool little brother that kinda has a crush on you.
Looking at my watch, I notice I've been waiting for an hour. Where the hell is Charlie? He knew what time I was landing, and should be here by now. As I was contemplating if I had enough cash on me for a cab, I heard someone shouting my name.
"Bella over here!" I turned to look, and there, jumping up and down and waving her hands above her head, was my best friend on the planet, Angela.
"Holy shit! Angel Cake, what are you doing here?!" I shouted as I ran to embrace my friend. I've known Angela since I was five. Angela is the most caring, the most honest, and the most genuine person I know. And that's why I love her so much.
"Hells yeah, Terrabells! Oh my God, I've missed you so much!" she said as she gave me a huge bear hug.
"Seriously though, what are you doing here? Not that I'm not happy to see you, but where is Charlie?" I asked, as I bent over to grab my two overstuffed suitcases.
"He got caught up at the station so he asked me to come get you. Sorry I'm so late." We gathered the rest of my shit and headed to the parking lot.
"Man, you look good bells! Phoenix sure was good to you." she said with a sly smile.
"Ha! Well not all of Phoenix, but thank you sweetie."
"You know Bella, Charlie has been wondering why you decided to move here for your senior year."
Damn. I knew this would come up. Angela was the only person that knew the real reason for my move. Even Renee didn't know, not for lack of trying on her part.
This was my problem and I didn't really want my overprotective parents in my business. I couldn't even tell Sue, because she'd be on the first flight to Phoenix armed and ready.
"Yeah I'll handle that later. Thanks for the heads up Angie." After shoving my bags in the back of Angie's little ass Kia Spectra, we headed off to Forks.
"So Terrabells, are you excited about being back in good ole Forks?" Angela asked laughing. She knows I don't really like it here. The constant rain just fucks up my mood.
The rest of the drive was spent singing loudly to stuff on the radio and catching up. As we were nearing the town, it dawned on me that I had never attended school in Forks. The only person I knew was Angela. Wow. This is going to so suck ass. Not only will I be the new girl, but I'll have to cling to Angie until I make some more friends. Well I'll just deal with it as it comes.
"So Angel Cake, tell me what is Ben like." Ben is Angela's boyfriend. They have been dating for about a year, so I've never meet him.
"Oh he is so great! He is a total sweetheart and a complete hottie" she said with a dazzled look on her face. I know that look. I used to look like that all the time when I thought about James. There goes that stupid pain again. I wonder if it will ever stop hurting.
"Bella," Angela said pulling me out of my reverie. "Bella, are you ok?" she asked looking at me with concern.
"I'm good. I'm just thinking. So, when do I get to meet Ben?" I started laughing at the look on Angela's face. With just the mention of his name, her eyes get all big and glazed over. "Damn mama, you got it bad!" She blushed and had a huge shit eating grin on her face. I just laughed and shook my head. I'm glad Angie has found someone to make her happy. I'll have to make friends quick, so I wouldn't be a total third wheel.
"You planning on jumping back into the dating game?" Angela asked. I knew I probably should, but it just felt too soon.
"Nah I'm done with guys for right now. I just want to focus on school so I can get outta here. In all honesty, after that last failed attempt, I wasn't too eager to get my heart broken again. Besides, I doubt there will be guys in this town that will be able to hold my attention for more than five minutes." I told her.
I couldn't wait to get to Charlie's. I wanted to unpack and set my room up a bit before I hit the hay. I wanted to be well rested. Even though it wasn't that big a deal, I still wanted to make a good first impression. That meant getting up a little earlier to pick out an outfit, and to make sure my hair and makeup where done. I don't know why I was starting to get nervous. However, there was no denying my anxiousness. Tomorrow school started.
So what did you guys think, better than the last time? Please review Peace and Love Diz.