I didn't make theese awesome charcters S.M. did. Okay this is technically called boredom because thats what it was made from. I guess my friends thought it was funny to plan go to the movies. Then 'acidently' forget to invite me sooo yeeeaaaahh..... :)

I sprinted at unimaginable speed up the stairs and into my golden room. I plopped down onto the bed with an exagarted sigh. Why did she do this to me? I thought angrily. Why does she want a war that would effect not only hers but our lives. Yet she was completely oblivous to the utter danger in having daily visits with a mut. The severity shook me to the core with the horror of just what he could do. A simple sentence could end Bella's life. A joke. Sarcasm. Maybe if a certain football team didn't win she could be taken away. Personally I have seen the adolescent pup shakie with rage and hate because of a mere look. She would come back with, " Jacob has just as much self control as you. You should learn to love with what you hate." Just a snip of the conversations we have on the matter. Was she so commited to being eternally damned or rather die? I shuddered at the realistic option of . She could live a wonderful life just the same. Oh well, the poor stubborn girl was willing to give that up. Up for me. I needed her more than I needed blood or the equivlent of that. I let my eyes close, the relaxation of the silent house. The house was empty; the family had gone hunting for the weekend. That meant there were no exess thoughts in my mind. The overwhelming blurr of their voices in their minds would crush me into an unreal migrane. While trying to forget the mental exhaustion of the day. Bella, just reminded me more of the tension. My family, boring much too boring. Nothing thats all I got. Suddenly I heard a familiar whisper in a lonely corner. My head snapped up from my bed my eyes lazily opening. A flash of black blur painted across my room. I leaped to a standing postion a feirce snarl escaped my from my chest. Then I realized it was Jasper, his eyes widenned a eyebrow arching up.

"Nice seeing you too?" he replied to my reaction. I straigntened out of my deffensive pose. His eyes monitored the movement. Maybe a little too slowly as his eyes dragged across my rigid form.

"I thought you guys were out of town for the remander of the weekend. Not that I don't mind your company." I added with a smile. His thoughts seemed to give a jolt at those words.

" No just me I just really needed to...." talk to you his thoughts finished his sentence. As soon as it did he put up a wall and started to think about random unimportant things. My curiousity sparked, why would he want to talk to me. And was it that cructial to stay behind from a hunting trip.

"Talk to me then." I told him nonchalantly. Awaiting his answer I tried to break his force on his thoughts. Yet there was something he couldn't hide. A strong emotion was caked everywhere in his mind, an unfamiliar emotion.

"You see, its not reakky talking-" he started but I didn't hear the rest; his thoughts exploded from his mind. Jasper was already close it was but he took a single stride and our foreheads were touching. He raised a hand and with it took my hair. He clutched my head then tilted it up to reach his mouth. My eyes were welded open. I held my breathe wishing for discomfort. He passionately moved his lips against mine. Me unmoving. What am I doing? What is he doing? What the hell? I had to do something NOW. I took a step back and pushed him all away to the other side of the room. Leaving a very noticable dent in the plaster.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I screamed at him raising my hands up, wanting to smack him. Damn, Edward I don't know. Let's just talk. Jasper tried to get through to me.

"Fine talk. But how could you do that to me. Alice? Bella?" I whispered, full of acustions.

"First I'm sorry I did that to Bella and Alice. But not to you. You were pratically asking for it. I felt the large surges of lust. All week. You have no idea how it is." he shuddered at his thoughts. He tried to sort out the right words to say. "Bella can't exactly give you what you want. I want you. I am not gay but... I want to have it." he stutereted over his words. He looked down and stared at his feet. His thoughts blocked by a presistent wall. He wanted to do this. Why not though. He is the closest to me.

"But Jasper," I approached him cautiously, "I don't think I could give Bella up; for the sake of this-" I reached up a brushed his face with my hand. My fingertips grazing his cheekbones, to his jaw, then to his neck. He shuddered at the sensual touch.

"Edward... Please...!" he moaned. I bit my lip, this would be an easy answer if only......

"Jasper, this is the one and only time. Okay?" I asked him bringing my palm under his chin to lift his face. To look into his eyes.

They glistened with need and lust. "Of course, I love Alice. Just think of this as a wedding present." he tried to amend it as much as he could. He stabbed me with his liquid eyes. Peircing me to break.