Chapter 1

He looked at me with a mixed emotion of love, lust, and worry. At that very moment I felt like the most important girl in his life. He made me feel that way, always.

I know I love him and I know that no matter what, Ezra Fits is the person I want to give my body and soul to. Even though we may have some difficulties with our relationship, I can confidently say that I would never regret my decision to give myself to him.

Instantly, I can see he noticed that my thoughts are drifting. He grabs my face and looks into my eyes.

"Hey, if you're not ready…. I don't want to push you. We don't have to do this."

I place my hands over his and kiss his palm.

"No, I know I want this… I need this." I look up to his concerned eyes. "Its just.. you know… it's my first and I don't want to disappoint you."

"Aria, there's nothing that you could do that would disappoint me. If anything, I don't want to disappoint you or hurt you."

He brings my face to his and kisses me. At first, just light kisses but then it deepens as I part my lips.

He starts to push me lightly onto his bed. We sit there with our lips locked until he holds my face away.

"Aria, please tell me if this is something you really want. Because, I honestly don't think I'd be able to stop unless you tell me now."

I take Ezra's hands into mine and hold them for a little while. i look up to his face while trying to erase any concerned looks I may have had a few moments back.

"This is what I want."

Before he can say more, I stand up and start to pull off my shirt. I reveal my black laced bra and smirk at his stunned face. I allow him to look a little longer until I walk up to Ezra and start to unbutton his shirt. I concentrate on each one of his buttons, starting from the top. I can feel Ezras gaze and I begin to feel nervous. I bend my knees down as I work on the lower half of his shirt. I guess I was starting to shake a little because Ezra holds my hands while I work on his last button.

"Aria, let me do the rest. I want you to relax."

Ezra pulls his shirt off his toned shoulders. I look up at his bare skin and bite my lower lip. I've never seen Ezra's chest so close. I never really thought a boy… no I mean a man's body looked so clean and beautiful until now.

Ezra pulls me up by my shoulders and kisses me. I move my hands to the back of his head, deepening our kiss. He brings his hands down, sliding over my shoulders, down my lower back and finally below my hips. He squeezes my ass and lifts me as he stands up. I wrap my legs around his hips and force him closer. I feel him walk and before I knew it, I was lying on Ezra Fitz's bed. We keep our lips locked together a little while longer until he lifts his head up and stands.

"Aria you are so gorgeous. I tell myself everyday how lucky I am to have chosen that day to visit that bar. I still can't believe that this isn't a dream"

I lift my upper body up with my hands and grin. "Well Mr. Fitz, now that you know this isn't a dream, what are you going to do next?"

Ezra climbs over my body and bring his face an inch away from mine. "Well, I think I'm just going to have to show you."