Hi everyone! This is a little text of how it could have been if they were both humans and Bella was the one who couldent have kids.
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How it could have been
- Bella?
Edward knocks on the door. I've been in the bathroom a long time I think, about 20 minutes.
I thought I was pregnant. I was so excited about it. You see when I was a little girl I was in an acsident and the doctar told my parents that I wouldent be abel to have kids. But even after knowing about it my whole life I let myself get my hopes up for just a late peried. Edward knows that I can't have kids but he loves my anyway and he says that when the time comes we will adopt, if that's ok with me. But even if I was pregnant, we arent ready.
I mean I think that both Edward and I will be great parents but not right now. I'm just 19 years old and he is just 21, we just moved in togheter last week. So it's a good thing I'm not pregnant, a good thing for us.
We, Edward and I, are so new! Well not as a normal girlfriend and boyfriend couple, then we are about two years old. As a living toghether, looking at the future kind of couple.
- Bella? Are you okey, honey?
He knocks again, but this time a little more frusturated.
- Yeah I'm okey.
- Can I come in?
But he dosent wait for me to answer he just opens the door and steps in through the doorway. There he is, my angel, my love, my is wearing bleached blue jeans and a white t-shirt. It has light green and yellow spots of paint on it. And then he has these white ruffy socks that he loves.
He looks so young and handsome, and I know that with him I'm home. I look up at his face and sees the worriness in his dark green eyes.I've always liked his eyes, they are dark green but has a kind of golden yellowish cirkel inside of the green and then he has a darker green cirkel around the just dark green. It's hard to explain if you havent seen them.
And then he has a straight nose and pink lips. With those lips he can do amzing things, form the perfect smile to the other more privat stuff, not that you would know any of that. He turns his gaze to the empty pregnantsytest boxes and frowns.
- What are you doing? he asks while he sists himself down beside me on the cold bathroom floor.
- I'm sitting on the floor.
- Yes I can see that, love. he laughs calmly.
- Whats with the emply boxes?
- I've tested myself.
I try to hold back the tears, but they manage to come anyway. I climb into his lap and bury my face in his chest.
- Are you crying?
I shake my head no, but he dosent belive me.
He holds me in his arms for a moment and then takes my head in his hands. He wipes away my tears with his thumbs and then he bends down his head so that it's the same level as mine. He kisses me gently and comforting on the lips.
- Why do you do this to yourself?
- My peried was late so I thought maybe....
- Maybe you were pregnant even though the doctor said you would never be abel to?
I could hear the disapproval in his voise
- Yes. I know I'm crazy, just say it.
- No you're not, honey. You're just hopeful.
He looks around and smiles.
- How many did you take?
I look down at my hands.
- 13 I think.
- 13!?
He smiles and gives me a kiss on my forhead.
- You have no idea how much I love you, it dosent matter if we don't biological children. We are still going to have children, our children.
- You really mean that?
- Of course I do! Can I see one of the tests?
- Yeah sure, why not? But they are all negative.
He picks one up and looks at it.
- So if it's one stripe it's posetive?
- No if it's two stripes.
As I hear him gasp I look up again at his face. He is smiling, the biggest and most wonderful smile I have ever seen.
- What?
- You are pregnant...
I stare at him, I can't belive he is messing with me like this. How can he be so meen?
- Oh cut it of, it's not funny. You are just making me depressed.
- No it's true! Look.
He holds out the stick for me to see. The test are showing two stripes.
- This can't be right, I cry out.
He picks up the box and points to the prescription.
- See, two stripes positive and one stripe negative. Sweetheart, you are pregnant!
- What if it's somethig wrong with that test, check another one.
He picks up three more and looks at them.
- No they are all posetive
He sounds so happy.
- Oh my god! We are going to have a baby, I gasp.
He laughs of exitment.
- This is fantastic! We are going to be parents!
He puts his left hand on my stomach and stroks it.
- Can you imagine? There is a tiny little person inside of you.
I put my hand over his.
-I know!
The tears are streeming down my cheeks.
- Why are you crying? You don't want the baby?
- It's tears of happiness, you stupido! Of course I want the baby!
I laugh in tears and he starts to laugh with me.
- Gosh I love you! Come here.
I step into his arms, and everything is perfect.