I can't take this anymore. I can't believe I fought another fight with him and lost once more. He keeps coming up with lame excuses like " I'll do the asking.", " I have a checkered past." or the famous " you don't need someone like me." I can fight with him for hours about how he should ask and I don't care about his past. I want him to give in.

So now we're just sitting in his, the only sound is the engine. We were on our way to get Ben but I could care less about him I want to be alone with Kevin. The only way to win this is to talk.

" Why?" is all I could ask

" why what?" he questioned. He clearly knew what was about to happen I could see it in his face. He looked kind of hurt every time I did this but im hurt to, hurt because I cant get close to someone I like… no wait someone I love.

" you know what im talking about Kevin. Why wont you give in?" I fumed.

" Gwen, you don't want someone…"

" I don't want to hear that again. I want you. I don't care about your past and I cant keep waiting on you asking." I quickly interrupted before the whole speech came out of his mouth.

" you don't know what your saying." he sighed

" yes I do," I touched his arm, suddenly feeling the car speed up, " Kevin I want to be with you. don't you want the same?"

The car fell silent once again. He pulled over the car and took a deep breath. It was quiet for a while I suddenly felt like this was him telling me he didn't. the feeling of rejection suddenly took over my body. I took my hand off him, I turned forward and started to tear up. It hurt so much. He didn't want me. Was he just teasing me the whole time. I'm guessing that my sobs were louder than I thought because I felt a strong pair of arms wrap around my body.

" you don't want to be with me. Do you?" I cried out so quietly it was barely audible. He suddenly took his arms away from me and put his had under my chin and lightly tilted my head up. I quickly move my eyes so I didn't have to look at him. It hurt to bad.

" Gwen, I love you." he confessed. My head quickly turned to him. Did he just say he loved me. Before I got my thoughts together I suddenly felt the warmth of his lips on mine. It was a hard passionate kiss, the sharpness of it surprised me but I quickly kissed back. A few minutes past and we parted and panted quietly, trying to breathe properly. His hand ended up on the back of my head so he moved his hand back to my chin.

" I love you." he repeated.

"I love you too." I breathed. He smiled and I just sat there dumbfounded about what just happened.

We were back on the road in the matter of minutes. And a question was still in my

head.

" why were you pushing me away before?" I asked. It was the only thing that confused me

" the reason is I thought you just had a crush on me and you'll get over it. I knew you needed someone better, smarter, richer. Im someone you don't need gwen nothing good comes from me." he answered. I couldn't help but laugh at his reasoning.

" oh come on. Really?" I giggled while looking over to see his face scrunch up to an embarrassed frown, " oh Kevin when will you learn. I don't care what you think I need. I know I need you." His face softened. " I love you."

when we finally got to bens house the car got annoying with bens rambling about everything. But I could care less about what he has to say. All I know is that I finally got what, or should I say who, I wanted and I felt so at ease. I can honestly say I cant wait for tomorrow. When its just me and Kevin all day.