I Do Not Own House, M.D. Just putting that out there...
Found this in the depths of my computer while cleaning it out (because I gots me a new laptop =] ) and decided to post. Reviewers are fantastic, so be one of them! You want to be fantastic... don't you?
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Fall To Pieces:
"Quit being such an idiot!" She screamed at him, glaring, as she always did. He yelled back, as he always did. The two, almost simultaneously, then walked away, away from everything.
I looked away
then I looked back at you,
She stopped and looked back at the blonde haired Aussie, who turned around, looking at her.
You tried to say
the things that you can't undo,
"Listen," He said, the beginning of another apology, another written out, set in concrete apology that she could recite by heart. She shook her head and walked away, towards the ER. It was her shift anyway.
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
She walked home hours later, not wanting to drive and risk an accident if she burst into tears. Again. When she walked through her apartment door, everything was the same as she'd left it. His socks lying on the floor, next to her scrubs. Everything was so familiar that she just sat down on the floor and cried.
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.
She woke the next morning, still on the floor, tears dried on her cheeks, mascara rivers frozen in place. Picking herself up again, she washed and dressed, preparing for another day, silently praying.
Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
She stopped outside the lobby of the hospital, her eyes connecting with his across a crowded sea of patients and doctors, no one daring to come between them.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
"I think we should talk…" He said, coming close to her, opening his arms for her. She pulled away and shook her head, crying. "No…" She whispered.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
"I love you."
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
She cried into his shoulder, staining the white with her leaking eyeliner, but he never seemed to care.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.
He patted her back, slowly calming her, whispering encouraging thoughts into her hair, as if nothing had ever gone wrong.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
She sniffled into his shoulder, in the middle of the Lobby. "You try to talk, to make everything seem ok. Everything's not ok." She whispered as he blinked, silently accepting what she said as truth.
Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.
"Where does this leave us?" He asked quietly, her head still on his shoulder.
Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything Everything!
"I… I don't know." She spoke softly.
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
and I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you.
"I love you…"
I love you.
The three words she was afraid to say.
