It was quiet. Why was it so damn quiet? All I had to do was just say nothing but apparently that's just not possible. She was so beautiful standing there but this was not the time to simply sit and stare. I had to explain myself, explain how I felt all because I can't keep my mouth shut.
"Why did you say that"? She asked "We're great friends don't ruin that"
I bit my lip knowing this could easily end badly, I began to choose my words carefully
"I…." I began
I just kept saying I over and over because for once I didn't know what to say. I didn't' have some sassy comeback nor did I have a simple explanation for what had just transpired.
So you know what, I'm done. I'm done trying to be kind and care for how people feel, at least for this moment. Right now I'm in pain and I need to say some things.
"I'm in pain" I nearly shouted causing her to jump back a bit.
"These last few months have been hell for me watching you get dragged through the mud with that piece of shit you call a boyfriend and I can't do shit about it"
She was scared. I could see that clearly, but this wasn't the time to stop nor was it the time to hold back. I wanted to keep going but she got her word in first.
"Why" She asked me in a voice that was about to crack.
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" I shouted
"I had always loved you, since day one" I said a little lower this time.
Things got quiet again. I hated it but what could she say to that. It's not like you can just go 'ok thanks bud now let's get back to the game and forget this ever happened'. I wish we could but I suppose it's time to face the consequences and leave. I started to come up with an excuse until she shook me from my thoughts when I heard a sob.
I looked up and saw her head hanging low with tears dripping from her eyes.
"I'm sorry" I said and began to walk off.
A/N I would like to note that this is a test chapter. If you guys enjoy it great, if not oh well i'm still going to update it later so don't think this is all there will be.
