I'm gonna pick out some songs for which I think would be appropriate for each chapter so listen to them as you read for the full experience!-Sophia xox
Song: I hate u, I love u by gnash ft. Olivia O'Brien
BPOV
I stood on the sandy beach of Isle Esme as the ocean licked at my feet and the sun shone on my back. The gentle breeze caressed my hair whilst it flowed freely behind me...I inhaled the sweet salty air and closed my eyes-listening to all the sounds that my human ears could register. I felt a cold hand on my shoulder and immediately knew it was Edward's, I turned to face him with a smile.
"Hey" I said simply as he picked up my hand in his like I was a china doll; I then saw his worried expression, his eyebrows furrowed together, his lips a flat line across his smooth marble skin, "everything okay?" I asked with concern pouring from my vocal chords. Edward looked up at me wordlessly and took me inside, I was scared now. Was something wrong with the Cullen's? Was my dad okay?
"Bella...there's no easy way to tell you this" he began with a tinge of pain in his voice. No! He was leaving me again, he had to be! I began to hyperventilate and his eyes widened, "No, no, no! I'm not leaving you!" he reassured me and I calmed down completely. Our honeymoon had been so wonderful and we still had a week left to stay here, "The night that Jasper tried to attack you-on your birthday, I-and remember I was so distraught when I left you-I...slept with Alice" Edward's words echoed in my mind...
"W-what?" I stuttered feeling utterly stupid, "how could you do this to me?!" I yelled and sprang up from the bed.
"Bella I'm so sorry! Please, please forgive me!" The pain in his voice made me want to comfort him and fall in love with him one more time. My anger took over me, I grabbed a vase and threw it at him, he let it smash against him knowing it wouldn't hurt him. I stormed into the kitchen and ripped plates out of the cupboards making loud crashing sounds-Edward began yelling over the noise about how they were Carlisle's and Esme's.
"Get off me!" I said as he tried to hug me again. I grabbed me phone from my pocket and wondered who I would call...not Alice.
"Rosalie?" I said as I heard background noises through the phone.
"Bella? What's wrong?" I heard panic seize her voice slightly, then I broke down. Not even thinking if anyone could ear me from Rosalie's phone.
"C-can you come get me?" I choked on my tears and I heard Rosalie discussing something with someone then revert back to me.
"Of course! Pack your things and meet me at the airport" Rosalie said before hanging up. I trudged out of the room and began throwing my clothes into a suitcase as I felt the heat rising in my cheeks from anger.
"Bella, don't go" Edward's pained voice whined like a lost kitten.
"Shut the fuck up" I spat and carried on-ignoring his shocked expression. I then eagerly made my way to the airport with my teeth grinding together horribly. How could he do this to me? All I ever did was be faithful and loyal to that man, I stopped seeing Jacob for him, I sacrificed so much to be with him and for what? So he could go fuck his sister? When I got home there would be hell to pay...Jasper. He suddenly popped into my head, he would be heartbroken. What was Alice thinking?! Does she have no respect for anyone? I waited silently at the airport with Edward standing awkwardly off to the side of me, I could hear how heavy my breathing was due to being angry. Rose pulled up in a shiny Volvo-Edward's no doubt. I was about to step in the passenger seat when I saw Edward getting in the back, Rose jumped out and put a solid hand on her brothers chest.
"Find another way home" Rosalie's cold tone surprised him as she pushed him back; getting in the drivers seat, I hadn't told Rosalie what he had done but she could tell it was bad.