My Wish

A/n This one-shot shows Nuriko's last thoughts about everyone (which equals too only Miaka) before he dies. And what he wishes for. Song is called Last song by Gackt.

Rating: T for suggestive themes.

Disclaimer: I do not own these characters or song. The song is owned by Gackt and the characters are owned by Ms. Yuu Watase.

I walked around aimlessly, wandering
my faint breath, just showing white in the air
the meaninglessness of the seasons going by
brought on the tears, for no reason
"I still love you..."

The sadness that continues to fall
changes to pure white snow
I kept looking to the sky
if now my wish reaches you,
before my body vanishes
hold me tightly once more.

This pain is killing me. My eyes are beginning to close. My flesh is still warm, but fading by the second. I hear everybody's voices calling my name and the tears of someone close to me on my cold face. Everything becomes clear and I see the face of a crying girl. I look up to her and watch her whisper my name. I touch her face and she holds onto my hand.

We hurt each other so many times
Unable to understand one another
even then you were always kind,
engraved in the ring you sprung upon me,
our promise remains unfulfilled
"Even now, I remember..."

My memories getting farther away from me,
always so bright, I wanted to stay with you longer.
We can never see each other again but,
you always were there for me,
I pray you never change…

I wish that I will get reborn and will be able see everybody again. Let my wish be granted. What would have happened if I have lived? Things begin to fall, and my heart feels like it will stop soon. And then…I feel the white snow melt into my slightly warm back. I turn my head and see the macabre red melting the former pure-white snow.

I can't rid myself of the final tears you showed me

even if I disappear with this white snow
I want to bloom in your heart forever

Never forget the warmth,
of when we were nestled close, holding one another
even when you're loving someone else
I'll never let go of your voice as I heard it the last time.
I want to fall into a deep sleep.

I can't take this anymore. I want to let go of life now. I have lived everything and have met the person that I love. The person that cries for me right now; the person that made me feels something that I haven't felt before. She says my name and says to hold on. But I don't think I can hold onto live now. I laugh and give up a smile. Tears are still falling down her face…My heart shall stop now and my body will become as cold as the snow on my back. Everything will stop. But I still hope that my wish will reach her.

The sadness that continues to fall
changes to pure white snow
I kept looking to the sky
if now my wish reaches you,
before my body vanishes
hold me tight once more.

I…love…you…

'Hold me tight once more...'

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A/n Yes, very, very short. Nuriko, my favorite Fushigi Yuugi character of all-time.