Those crimson eyes, revealing everything straight down to the emotion he's feeling. His voice, so soothing, it sends shivers down my spine. His smile, gives me a sense of security. I mourn for him to be with me, love me actually; but he belongs to the other me, my twin, my other reflection.
I knew he loved her, cherished her. He'd catch that same bus every morning, waiting for her, being with her. I can't bear it, every time I'm around him, I want to tell him the truth, the truth, it's what matters most to me at the moment, no, every moment I live. I need to tell him soon…
What if he rejects me?
What if he tells me straight out that he loves Risa?
I'd fall apart. I'll shatter. I'll be broken. Break into pieces.
Riku rested her head upon her pillow, it was a weary night, a calm night. She stared up at the bright stars, the clouds were hardly there, just fading away as Riku thought from time to time, which lasted hours throughout the night. The same questions flowed through her mind, tormenting her deep inside. It was the same, every question, every thought was about Daisuke. Riku was in her room, it was about 2:30 am, she never slept well in days. She sighed wearily.
He'll never love me, or look upon me. I'm nothing… but a shadow, a mere reflection… of his true love, Risa. He'll never understand. He'll never love me. Love. It's my problem these days, I want someone to embrace me, speak to me, hold me.
Riku sighed again. Her hazel eyes turned to the balcony outside of her room.
Just once… I've seen Daisuke from that balcony, it's a memory I'll never forget. But, tomorrow, I'll try and tell him, I have to be strong. If he rejects me, I'll have… Dark?
Riku closed her eyes and giggled silently to herself.
Me and Dark… I've never thought of that before. That's crazy, I need to sleep now, I've got school tomorrow, it's going to be a… different day.
Riku closed her eyes, and she was soon sleeping, ready for the day to come again.