{Authors' Note} this is an idea off of a few issues I had lately and well it made so much sense to put it in a fanfic.
DISCLAIMOR: do not own nartuo, do own poem and story.
These Games You Play
There are the people who know just what to say,
There are those who play all the right games,
Whispers of promises ring in your ears,
Then whispers of rumors from jealous peers.
I didn't know you were one of them,
One who claims to 'just be a friend',
You lied and cheated all the way through,
So tell me- god tell me- why do I still love you?
Your words cut me deep and I can't help but cry,
Your lies sink in my heart and they make me want to die,
I see you with her and you don't know I'm there,
But god tell me- please tell me why must you be so unfair?
I could spot guys like him a mile away,
But when he spoke all my morals they just gave way,
He was so honest- but those were the lies,
I know- oh god I know- that it shames him when I cry.
"So why?"
I ask as he walks away,
"…do you play these games I don't wanna play?"
He turns to me and smiles like always,
"Because I love you sakura, and I will everyday."
I hear his words and my heart it skips,
My legs turn to jello as my life rips,
I know he is lying so I too lie to myself,
And say this is real- this is love, oh its true,
But then I see him and he is kissing…you.
I know what he is- one of them,
I know what he's not- not a friend,
But still somewhere inside where my heart screams,
'you love him, you love him, you know what this means',
So I nod to myself and lie another day,
And say he is honest- he means whatever he'll say,
But I know him so well- like the back of my hand,
That everyday he goes home and loves another woman.
I know its true- and I know that its all a dream,
But why god oh why can't it be what it seems?
Was this all a test? A lie? A scheme?
Or will he one day- oh yes one day love me?
{Authors' Note} review please?