The Rock
I am in a close group of friends
I am the rock
I am the protection trying to keep everyone safe
I am the funny one
I am the happy one
I am the carefree one
I am the one with no fears
I am the one with no problems
What a load of shit
I where a mask
and i hate it
I protect others but everytime I throw a punch it reminds me of how much of a monster i am
I pretend to be stupid because everyone thinks the stupid one is naive but i am far from it
I haven't been happy since preschool when i was ignorant and didn't know the truth about this god damned fucked up world
I do care i'm the only one who cares enough to look two feet in front of them to notice what's happening to us
I'm not brave i'm scared of everything around me so i hide and pretend i don't notice it
I have more problems than some will ever hear of
I am and I am not
I am the rock
but I am crumbling