AN: I know the series was canceled but I really don't like the 4th season. Everything was rushed and I really think that for most of the whole show Jude was way to easy to either get mad or way to easy to forgive Tommy. I also hate that they made it seem that Jude couldn't make music without him. Darius wouldn't have put music out there that was over produced. If he knew it wouldn't sell there is no way he would have sent her album fro the world to hear. so, this is my take on season 4 and how it could have gone.

I hope you all like it!

I don't own Instant Star.

Jude came back from New Brunswick a different person. She was quiet, kept to herself, spent endless hours in the studio. Everyone thought it was just because Tommy hadn't come back yet. She was just missing him.

It was late one night; everyone had left a few hours before knowing that she would lock up when she left. Jude sighed deeply as she sat in the seat behind the mixing board and hit a button on the computer. She did it. She finished it without him. Her music thought she thought it did, didn't depend on him being here.

She completed her 3rd album. She wasn't sure how she felt about it. This album was a roller coaster of emotions. The beginning is about how her and Tommy got together. It's sweet and filled with love. The next songs remind her of the hurt and anguish of her 18th birthday and Hunter. Then the confusion with Jamie and Tommy. Finally, near the end she is reminded of her and Tommy getting together, finally being in a happy place.

It should have ended there. Jude thought but life has a way of tearing you down. Of making you see that not everything will work out no matter how hard you try. That she had a way of ruining everything good in her life. Jude had written a few songs since returning from New Brunswick but, only one needed to be on this album.

Jude remembered writing this song. After two days of crying and not talking Jude realized something. That after all this time she always blamed Tommy for all the problems between them. She blamed him so much that she never looked at herself. She chose to go to New Brunswick even though he told her not to. She constantly would flirt with him before they got together. She is the reason him and Sadie broke up in the first place. She was pushy, self-destructive, self-centered, nosy, and so much more. She was such an awful person. No wonder why no one wanted to be around her.

Jude was done being that girl. This song it was a goodbye. A goodbye to her old life, her old self, and Tommy.

Jude realized as this album finished uploading she was finished. As the completed sign got closer to 100% she was getting closer to being free. Free from the hold G Major had on her and free from the life she didn't know if she ever wanted in the first place. As soon as the computer screen said 100% complete she will have met the G Major contract in full. She knew that she was no longer was needed or wanted here anymore. For the past few weeks everyone had ignored her presence. She knew she had to leave. She couldn't be here anymore. Especially when Tommy got back. If he ever came back.

She didn't want to think about him anymore. It hurt too much. Her leaving would be the best for everyone. I hurt and disappoint so many people all the time Jude thought to herself. The computer dinged 100 % complete flashed on the screen.

It was nearly dawn by the time she had everything ready to go. She walked into Darius's office and laid a CD and a letter on his desk. Jude looked around G Major.

I have really grown up here. This place it changed my life. I feel like such a different person from when I walked through those doors 3 years ago.

Jude realized she needed to hurry if she was going to catch Sadie before she left for the morning.