Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or the characters thereof.
Warning: Wincest! Sam/Dean/Antonio (my own character). John/Brenda (Own Character). Bobby/Ellen. Dorian/Dante (Own Characters). They are out of character, obviously. You don't like out of character in the boys then you should not read this. I keep them out of character, I prefer them that way. Besides, it's Wincest, obviously they are out of character, since they wouldn't consider sex with each other otherwise! There is also bad language, graphic imagery. Sexual Content. Dark content. Violent scenes occasionally are included here. Menage situations, fair warning here!
If you don't like Wincest, don't read! I get graphic with most of my Wincest and I don't want to offend you.
Plot:
Sam is 17 and looking for a different kind of hookup, and ends up with more than he bargained for. In the form of a MetaSeraphim and his brother, of course. Now he just needs to hide it from John, which proves more difficult than he initially anticipates.
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Sam sat in the bar.
At 17, he knew what he wanted. He'd felt this way for years. Now he would act on it, before he left for school.
And left Dean behind, he didn't mind leaving Dad…he'd disown him anyway once he did it, but Dean. He'd always been there for him, always taken care of him. It would break his heart. But he didn't want to hunt; he wanted to go to school.
Dad expected him to be a hunter. Dean expected him to be a hunter.
Sam would never be a hunter; he knew that down deep, soul level even.
But to lose Dean, this was going to hurt. It was going to break his heart, too.
He was gay, he was sure of it. He wanted to touch of another man right now, to finally know it. It would soothe some of his pain away. He needed that, too.
He wore jeans and a tight t-shirt, and he thought he looked pretty sexy.
He hoped someone else thought so, too. At least the package of condoms and packages of lube in his pockets said he did. His heart ached in his chest but this wasn't about his heart, it was about his sexual needs.
He wasn't here to fall in love, just to get screwed and fucked thoroughly.
Dad was out on a hunt. Dean was out getting laid, he'd left him a note. He did want laid but didn't like the thought of worrying him. So he'd explained everything in his note, and put where he'd be in it as well.
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Dean watched Sam from a corner, sipping a beer.
He looked good, he deserved to be laid. He felt a jab of jealousy but ignored it. He wasn't losing Sam over this, Sam would still be his brother, and he'd just be getting laid. He could understand that.
He just wanted to be sure some guy didn't hurt him or that an incubi got to him first.
Otherwise he wasn't against Sam getting laid.
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The man touched his thigh and smiled. Sam looked up and examined him. He was sexy, a Latin guy, nice smile, strong body, and huge cock. Just what he was looking for.
"Can I buy you a drink?" The man said, offering a hand. "I'm Antonio."
"Sam." Sam said and smiled back, licking a lip nervously.
"I'll be putting that tongue to use later in much better ways, Sam." Antonio said leering and Sam blushed then nodded.
The drink didn't take long and soon they were kissing against the wall by the bathrooms, then out in the parking lot against his car. Both hard and ready, until Antonio broke it off. "A room, we'll get a room, baby." Antonio said.
"Yeah." Sam managed, being strangled by his lust already.
The room was small but, for what they were doing, it would work perfectly. Antonio undressed him then Sam undressed him, both peppering their bodies with kisses as they did so. Dean watched from the window and saw it was going well for them, nodding in approval.
As Sam was pressed to his knees, he took the man's cock in his mouth and sucked him, the man instructed him on how to do it and he eventually tasted the cum shooting into his mouth; thought it was good. Then he sucked him again and got him hard. "Bed, on hands and knees, baby." Antonio said and Sam complied.
Dean began to hate this idea. Sam's cherry was getting ready to be taken by a stranger, one he may never see again. One that was just using him….damn it!
Or was he? This could be love, right?
The man put on the condom, then applied the lube to his fingers and the condom, working fingers into his hole, scissoring him open. Sam moaned and Dean noticed he himself was hard, rubbing it against his palm; something he found relieved the pressure. He realized he was into this, at least with Sam. He'd taken care of him all his life, loved him, and now he was feeling sexual about him…did he dare to go that far with him? If he did, it would mean a commitment, a lifetime one. Was he ready for that?
If he did, was he going to let some schmuck take him first?
No. He wasn't. Did he want him to be with him? Or this other guy?
Dad wouldn't understand but then again, he didn't really care about that. He loved his Dad but he made his own decisions…was this one of them?
Dean heard him moaning now and cringed. He looked in and saw the man thrusting in again and again, and Sam was thrust back onto him. Dean got desperate. Okay, he was too late to be his first…his fault. But maybe…he could be his second.
He watched as the man fucked Sam, learning as he watched. Sam and he were in sync, getting rougher now and soon both cried out in pleasure, streams of words between them, begging for more, saying they were cumming, and soon they were. He watched fascinated as they did so, and then went to work on the lock to get in himself. He wanted in on this.
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Antonio was surprised when the dirty blond man with green eyes walked in and locked the door behind him again. "Do me, too. I saw you and him together through the curtains; I'm his brother, not some perv. I was just making sure no one hurt him, honest. Now I want to do what he did. With you. And…him." Dean said quietly. "I've never done any gay stuff but…I know he's my brother, but…I want you both to fuck me, and maybe…let me fuck you, too."
"Dean? You mean…?" Sam sputtered and then considered it. "I'll do it. He…it felt amazing, Dean. You'll love it."
"Okay, I'll do it, too." Antonio said.
"Wait, are you in this for a quick fuck or are you looking for more, Antonio?" Sam finally asked and Dean undressed as they talked. "He's not some quick fuck, I'm okay with that but not him. He doesn't get a quick fuck like I wanted."
"I want more." Antonio admitted. "I could have that with you two, Sam." Antonio admitted that a threesome relationship with the two gorgeous brothers appealed to him. And Incestuous sex between the brothers didn't bother him at all.
"Dean?" Sam asked. "We do this, we all three are in it."
"What about Dad? And school? I found your acceptance letter to Stanford, Sam. I know about your scholarship." Dean asked him.
"Fuck Dad, I'm leaving him behind if he can't accept my decisions. I don't want to hunt, Dean. I'm not like you guys. I got a shot here, it's what I need and I'll leave it all behind to have it. Even you." Sam said sadly. "I don't want to lose you, can handle losing Dad, but not you. And if he goes for it, Antonio, too. What about him? He doesn't know what we are, what if he runs?"
"Hey, right here! Tell me what you are then, let me decide for myself." Antonio said. Sitting between them and waiting for an explanation. "Still want you guys, not leaving you."
So they explained about their lives from the time their mom died, about their Dad hunting the demon, and trying to keep them safe. Now he expected Sam to hunt but he wanted to go to school, and Dean was hurt he didn't want to hunt with him, but he respected Sam's decision. He had hoped Sam would be his hunting partner someday, dreamed of it. Now that hope was dashed and he was heartbroken. But he was willing to forge a new bond with him, not willing to let him go, he couldn't.
"We want you, Antonio, in our lives. As our lover if we do this." Dean said and leaned in, trying for a kiss. Antonio easily opened his lips and their tongues touched, a soft sigh slipped from them both. The kiss deepened and they finally forced themselves to stop. "Touch me…" He begged. "Be ours…!"
"I'm yours, not going anywhere." Antonio said. "I'm here on vacation…I live by campus there. By Stanford?" He smiled. "I can't believe the coincidence. I have a house I inherited from my uncle there, I go there, too." He shrugged. "I'm rich; I was just looking for company before I flew out tonight. But maybe you can fly out with me."
"I still hunt." Dean said. "If Dad will accept me, I'd like to hunt with him still."
"Okay, we do this, you do your thing. Call me to come get you when you're ready." Antonio compromised.
"I'm still in high school, a senior. I'm not 21. I'm 17, but I want to still be with you. Don't leave!" Sam begged. "I'll be going to school there in three months."
"17…you're…oh." Antonio said and sighed. "Okay, we'll see each other, be a couple, a threesome, I'll be in love with you. Just move in with me when you come to school." He shrugged. "I can't live here, guys."
"You don't have to." Sam said. "We'll call, and visit."
"But your Dad…" Antonio said nervously.
"Is never around. We'll work out visits." Sam said and they smiled.
"Good, now…I have another lover to claim then." Antonio said smiling as well.
Soon Dean was sucking him with Sam, who was teaching him how as they did it. Soon he came in his mouth then he sucked him hard, was on all fours, fingers easing him open and ready. "Now! I'm ready…" Dean moaned. "Take me…"
"Sam, lay on your back, legs up, get him lined up with your hole, lube you both up first." Antonio suggested, wanting to try something. Sam did what he said and soon Dean's cock nudged his hole, ready to thrust in. "Fuck him, Dean. I'll wait."
Dean did as Antonio had to him, gently thrusting in and soon they were moving together in their passion, both moaning. "Not your brother now, not your brother…lover, Sam, I'm your lover!" Dean moaned and stilled as he felt Antonio nudge his hole. He sighed as he worked into him, hissing at the slight stretch and burn. Soon he was filled and he felt him hit something in him, making him shout in pleasure.
Antonio moved with him now and he moved in Sam, both fucking and going hard eventually, then shouted as they all three came almost at the same time.
Then rested, cuddled around Dean as they fell together onto the bed. Kissing in turns and then smiling an hour later and they kissed down Dean's body now. Making him cum and sharing it between them after sucking his cock for a half hour. Then Dean took bottom, and Sam fucked Dean, Antonio taking Sam again and admiring their stamina, shit, he could get used to this! Antonio thought as they fucked each other for a few more hours then fell to bed after cumming repeatedly. Antonio taking bottom for each of them as well.
He'd never bottomed but he found it enjoyable and could foresee him doing it again for them, anytime they asked actually.
"We shouldn't tell Dad yet. Not out of shame, mind you. We're not! But if he kicks us out, I want Sam to have finished school first." Dean said. "Dad is a bit intense, this will freak him out. He could say don't come back and the incest alone could get us killed, or disowned. We should wait."
"Yeah, we should. But we want to be with him…" Sam told Dean, meaning Antonio.
"I'll stay around you…tell me where you are. I'll take time off from classes for a bit. I'll wait for your call and then join you wherever you are. When he takes off, we can have sex and date." Antonio said. "I won't leave you alone with him that way, if he could hurt you guys. I won't!"
The thought of them being hurt for being gay and the incest between them churned his stomach. He couldn't lose them!
"We'd like that." Dean said. "Sam?"
"You'd stay near us at all times?" Sam asked to make sure.
"Yes, at all times." Antonio promised.
"Okay, I'd like that, too, then." Sam agreed.
"We'll work it out." Antonio promised them.
And they believed him.
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Three months later.
John sat on the bed and watched the boys put their duffels by the door. "Where are you going?" He asked in confusion.
"Dad, we have something to tell you. Hence the gun." Dean said leveling it on him, eyes hard. "We can't be sure you will react to it well so, we need to be sure."
"Fine, tell me." John said worried, eying the gun. It was something bad if Dean felt he might have to kill him over it.
"We love you, Dad. I want to hunt with you. Be your hunting partner." Dean said. "Keep that in mind."
"But you and he, you both will hunt with me." John said. And saw Sam's sad look, Dean's pained look. "What's going on?"
"I'm not hunting with you, Dad." Sam said and got close as he dared to his father. "I'm going off to school. I have a scholarship to Stanford."
"You can't go!" John said then heard a clearing of a throat, and stilled as he noticed the gun again. "You leave, don't come back! We are hunters, you know that!"
But stayed where he was, knowing Dean was not playing with Sam's safety here. He'd kill for Sam, wouldn't hesitate to do so. He'd done it before. Even killing his own father was possible, even if it killed something inside him, he'd do it. Dean loved Sam more, he'd seen that long ago, it was his own damn fault he did.
"That's not all." Dean said.
"There's more?" John asked. What else could there be?
"We're really lovers, not brothers. We haven't been brothers for three months now. You were just gone too much to notice." Dean told him. "We're in love. And we have a partner; we're a threesome with him."
John exploded but sat down shaking with fury. "No!"
"Yes, and we going with him now." Dean told him. "Now, we want you to know we love you still. So, if you can accept us, we'll be your sons still. I want to hunt the demon still, but stay with Sam, too."
"You'd…still hunt with me…he'd be at school with the other guy?" John said then quieted. Dean was…yeah, it was creepy but he was still with him. "You'd still be a threesome with them and hunt with me…?"
"Yes, we'd be a committed threesome." Dean admitted. "We can keep him safer that way. He goes to school there so…"
"I…put down the gun. I just need to think." John told him in resignation. "Who's the guy?"
"He's outside, worried you'd hurt us." Sam said.
"I'd never…never hurt you boys." John said sadly, they really believed he could do that, after all he'd given up for them? "Never!"
Sam motioned Antonio in and shut the door behind him now.
"Hello, Sir." Antonio said nervously. Sam took his hand encouragingly. "I'm Antonio Vasquez."
"Antonio. I'm John. John Winchester." John said. "I've seen you following us. Should have figured you had something to do with them."
"Yes, Sir. I was the one that killed the vampire outside their door last week. And the werewolf. The demon pulled me around some but the chant they told me worked well. I have never let anything near their door when they slept, or when Sam was alone." Antonio said. "My father was special forces, retired. He trained me like you did them. I can protect myself and them if I have to. They'll be safe with me there. I've been trying to lately."
He sighed then met concerned dark hazel eyes, John's eyes. "I love them, Sir. I have money, a nice house off campus…if you want…when you aren't hunting with Dean and need time away…you can stay with me and them…move in with us. I'm rich, so I can help fund your hunts for you." He sighed. "I just want to be with them, let Sam go to school, and give Dean a home to come to when he comes off a hunt. If you can accept them the way they are, we are, then you are very welcome there with us."
"Can I train you, too, like I did them?" John asked, the man had potential, seemed to be more than adaptable to hunting. Sure the incest was creepy but he couldn't lose them. Not now.
"Yes, I'd love to learn more about hunting." Antonio admitted. Loving eyes resting on the boys. "I love them too much not to protect them as best I can. When Dean's not there, I can protect Sam for you guys… I won't let anything hurt him, I'd rather die first."
"Good, I…I'll move in with you at times. You can be our home base. Dean, put the gun away. We have to get moving now. The demon can find us if we stay here much longer." John said and eyed them. "You take care of my boys or so help me; I promise I will kill you in the worst possible ways. I know them, so trust me when I say I have those skills."
"Yes, Sir." Antonio gulped. "Um, I got a plane ready and waiting. We could load the Impala into the cargo bay…be there in two hours."
"It's John. And that sounds great." John agreed and saw Dean go green. "Dean, I've accepted you guys and that Sam won't hunt, so what's wrong now?"
"I don't…don't fly." Dean said.
Sam rolled his eyes. "Yes, you can. Just hum Metallica the whole time and let us hold you, you'll be fine." Sam reassured him.
"Won't let me go until we land?" Dean said uncertainly, afraid.
"Nope, We'll hold you tight the whole way." Sam reassured him. Sam knew his phobia well.
"Okay." Dean said quietly and then they headed out, Sam rode with Antonio, Dean with John.
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"He seems like a good man." John said carefully. "You sure about this with him?"
"Yes." Dean said and smiled. "He's a wonderful guy, Dad. He adores us."
"And you love him, too." John said and Dean nodded. "Okay, I'll give him a chance." He thought for a bit. "He's already halfway to a hunter, son." With a bit more training, he'd be a good one. He thought proudly.
"I know, he's for Sam. To keep him safe when I'm not there." Dean said. "I can't be there all the time, so now he can be there for Sam when I can't be or you can't be. He's good for us. This way, we don't have to worry so much about Sam being alone at school."
"I was worried about that." John admitted. It was one of the reasons he'd been against Sam leaving them, a major one.
"So was I." Dean said sadly. "I don't want to hunt for the rest of my life, Dad. But I want this demon dead and I want to kill it with you." He had a thought. "Sam and Antonio could hunt with us during breaks…be our backup if we need them. What do you think?"
"I like that thought. He should meet Bobby, he's going to want to meet Antonio…you know he loves you boys, he going to want to meet your lover. He has that right. He's earned it by caring for you guys for all your lives with me." John pointed out.
"I was thinking that, too." Dean said. "We mentioned it already, discussed Bobby with him, he says he wants to meet him sometime. Sam has registration tomorrow, then school supply shopping, and then his classes start next week. They have a break in a few months, for the summer…they could go with us to Bobby's then." He thought about it. "Do a few hunts, too."
"I hate hunting." John said quietly. Dean looked at him curiously. "I don't want to. I just have to. For you boys. I have to stop that demon before he gets Sam. And he is always after him, trust me. I never wanted to leave you alone…leave you without me all those times. I want a home and safety but…I can't let that happen. I hunt because it gets me closer to that bastard that killed Mary and tried to kill Sam and us. The other things I hunt just happen on the way. I hate I had to train you that way. I hate that you had to learn to kill rather than play with water guns. I hate that Sam had to feel like I didn't love him and thought I would hate him for leaving me to go to school. I hate that we're doomed to hunt when we should be back in our house with Mary serving us apple pie for dessert! I'm not proud of what I've done on hunts or how I raised you boys, but it was the only way I knew to protect you. So if this man loves you enough to be there for you, and makes you happy, can keep you safe when I'm not around, then I'll try it. I need to keep hunting, Dean. Stay on the run or he'll find you two."
"I hate it, too." Dean admitted, "I feel the same as you do about it." He sighed. "But he's with us, and strong enough to fit in with us, even with you." He hugged John now and kissed his cheek, something he hadn't done in years. "Thanks for not disowning us, Dad. We were so afraid of losing you over this, it's why we waited so long to tell you. Sorry about the gun, but I couldn't risk you hurting Sam or me over it. I know we don't say it much and you don't have to…but I love you, Dad." He sighed then nodded at John's soft look. "It would have killed something inside us both to lose you." Dean finished.
"I love you, too." John said softly. "I know I'm hard to talk to and unapproachable, but I've never stopped caring about you boys. I thought you hated me. I know we fight too much, Sam especially. I only do it because it's the only way I can see to keep you safe and focus on killing that bastard. I knew he had you so that freed me up to hunt it down. I knew you'd protect him and take care of him, so I did what I had to so you'd be safe to do that for him. That and I'm still grieving, after all these years. I really miss Mary, Dean, you have no idea how empty I've felt without her. How I wished I could join her once I killed it. I've been so lost without her, so closed off, so lost in hatred and myself."
"We need you, Dad. We love you, too! We miss her, too…just because Sam never knew her doesn't mean he doesn't feel a loss of something in his life where she should have been, and I miss my mom, too! But I have to keep living without her and so do you, Dad. She wouldn't want you to die for her and leave us alone! How could you just do this to us?" Dean said and John pulled over to talk now.
"I was just…so lonely and hurting." John said. "It's no excuse but it's the truth. To be honest, I still am."
"Not pushing us away anymore. Sam goes to school, and you go with me. We find the bastard and kill it together." Dean said softly.
"Okay, we'll do this together now." John said and prayed this worked, or he'd lose them for real.
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The house was a nice four bedroom with three bathrooms, two master bathrooms and one smaller one. John took one of the larger bedrooms with a Master bath and Antonio showed them their bedroom with its Master bath. There was a large living room, a den, and a large kitchen. Fully equipped and stocked.
"I can't stay long. But I'd like to go with him for the registration and stuff." John said and they agreed he could. Dean went with Antonio to get his classes set up. "We can eat at the house." He said.
"Agreed." They said and headed out.
Antonio finished early and excused himself to the bathroom. Dean waited outside the Bursar's office for Sam and John.
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Sitting on the toilet, Antonio folded his hands and prayed. 'Father, I have them protected now.'
'Tell me.' Came God's reply.
So he told him everything that had conspired.
'Love them, be with them. Become a hunter with them.' God ordered. 'Keep doing what you're doing, son.'
'I do love them already, John is a good man, too. I see why you love them so much. I'll stay with them.' Antonio promised.
'They will save Creation, they alone hold the key to victory inside them. They are the only ones that can stop my sons' plans for an Apocalypse. Keep them alive, son, all three of them. The world needs them that way.' God said.
'I will, Father.' Antonio said. 'I love you, Father. I will serve your Will.'
'As I love you.' God said then was gone for the moment, secretly proud of his most powerful son.
He'd do him proud, he was sure of it. Those boys needed him. That father needed him. He'd been too obsessed with that demon for far too long, been grieving and pushed his sons away for too long. God wanted him to be closer to those boys, less withdrawn from them. On its trail, but not obsessed as much as before. John was good man, one of his favorite warriors on Earth. He'd been getting too dark and God had to stop that.
Which was why he'd sent Antonio to join their family. He'd serve to do that for John as well.
See, Antonio wasn't a normal angel, nor was he an Archangel.
He was much more than that.
He was a Metaseraphim, the most powerful kind, the ones that guarded the Heavenly gates and the Throne room, only controlled by God himself, more powerful than thirty archangels combined. He also could never Fall for what he was doing, Metaseraphim were immune to that rule, they could have sex with a dozen humans and never once lose an ounce of Grace. They were his most powerful and blessed of Angelic Warriors and Protectors. Which was why he'd chosen Antonio, he was his most loved and devoted of them all, also the most Free-Willed, much like his charges.
His mission was to save the Winchesters, John included, keep them safe and not let them die. Sure, they'd suffer and be hurt at times, he'd been warned that must happen. But not to let them die or be seriously injured, but not to expose himself yet.
God knew what his sons were up to and had interfered as subtly as he could without messing up his cosmic plan to stop them from destroying the world and the Winchesters in the process. The angels would use the Winchesters to start an Apocalypse, and he wouldn't allow that. So some early planning was called for.
Starting with assigning them a Watcher. Antonio had been carefully selected to go to Sam at the bar. God knew once he did, this part of the plan would come to pass.
And, as Sam hugged John after he got out of the Bursar's office, he knew it would work.
Even if it meant Antonio became a hunter, something unheard of before. An angel that hunted was an impossible thought, which was why he was sure Michael and Lucifer wouldn't suspect a thing when Antonio got mixed up in the battle his lovers fought against them.
A perfect plan really.
The perfect way of helping them win, the outcome he desire for them.
And as one knows if they know anything about God…
His Will was always done, one way or another.
Something his wayward sons would do good to remember someday.
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Two days later, they left for a hunt. John had picked up on some omens and thought he might have found its trail again. Dean went with him.
Sam and Antonio kissed Dean Goodbye with deep kisses and hugs. Then shook hands with John while Sam hugged his father. Antonio sensed the demon and growled eternally. There were currently three of them watching them at all times. He tracked them all the time and knew where they were at all times.
Then swore he'd trap one by himself later, once Sam was in class and he was alone. He could tell the demons were getting ready to come after him, probably to turn Sam darkside, mess with his demon blood, but he was supposed to stop that. And he would.
"See you later, Professional Ethics awaits!" Sam said, running to get to class now. He strolled over to his own class, 'Courtroom Objectives'. A bit of fluff to him but it was a part of his curriculum he had to follow. He sensed the demon following him again and smiled, encouraging it by looking even more clueless, if that were possible.
The demons were avoiding Sam for the moment, focusing on him. And this made Antonio very very happy…it meant they might attack him soon.
He couldn't wait until they did.
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