OKAY, HELLO EVERYONE. I RE-WROTE THE WHOLE CHAPTER AND LOOKED OVER MY MISTAKES.

THIS IS MY FIRST ATTEMPT WRITING A FAN FICTION. I HAD THIS IDEA FOR A WHILE BUT COULDN'T FIND COURAGE TO PUT THEM IN WORDS. IT TAKES A LOT OF COURAGE TO DO THAT. IGNORE GRAMMATICAL AND SPELLING ERRORS.

DISCLAIMER: THE CHARACTERS USED IN THIS STORY BELONG TO E.L JAMES WITH SOME CHARACTERS I INVENTED BELONG TO ME.

Love,

ROSE xx

Chapter 1

Sawyer's POV

"Hello, sweetheart" Sawyer whispered in his phone not before looking over his shoulder to make sure that anyone might be listening to his conversation. "Hello, old man," said his 12-year-old daughter in her usual British cheeky tone. Sawyer couldn't help himself and said while smiling mischievously, "Less of the old baby girl, because as far as I remember that wasn't what Mia was saying last night…".

"Ewww… you are disgusting dad, isn't there any rule or something written there that you can't say something like that to your children" his daughter huffed. Sawyer laughed out loud at his daughter's obvious revulsion on her father's sex life. "Well you are adamant on being treated as an adult so I was talking like as one adult to another" Sawyer answered immediately referencing to her dramatic episode in front of him and his grandfather about being an adult and treated like one. He couldn't help but think it might be because she is PMSing or something but shuddered at such absurd thought because for him she was still his little princess he bought home in a pink blanket.

"Of course you were", he again heard her sigh dramatically and could bet his monthly salary on her apparent eye-roll that she clearly inherited from her mother along with other physical features, he couldn't help but sometimes watch her fascinated as how much she looks her mother, one look at her and you can tell who her mother is, except for tall height that she clearly gets from her father and top of it all her tantrums. Her mother aahhhh….. the one of a kind with the heart of gold. She wasn't just beautiful from outside but her inner goodness was also the reason he admired her more and kept her promise all these years.

"Dad I would love to talk but I am going out for lunch and some shopping with Maddie", he was brought back from musings by his daughter's impatient voice and her friend Maddie in the background shouting to hurry up. Madison Paige Bianchi the only daughter of Sir Marcus Gabriel Bianchi, who was a business tycoon and a very influential person back in his country. Sawyer's daughter and Maddie grew up together and Marcus by whom half of population of England were frightened was wrapped around little fingers of the duo. He thought the world of them and would proudly wear a hot-pink feathered boa along Sawyer and attended princess tea parties with him. Who would have thought, me Luke Richard Sawyer, the 6'3 tall wall of muscles would spend my afternoons wearing a boa grinning like a loon... Great times that has been flown away

"Okay baby girl, I will see you soon and please stay out of trouble because this time, I won't be lenient". He despite his advice rolled his eyes as if his threats stopped her before. "Okay, dad love you to moon and back, bye". And she hanged up.

Sawyer sighed and looked over his office window to Grey Manor and Pungent sound as the wind breezed through meadows thinking things through. All these needs for secrecy and guilt now suffocated him. He wanted to tell everyone about his daughter Anastasia Trevelyan Steele. Throughout the years he may have believed that Mrs Grey did it for the greater good but now 13 years later this statement seemed shallow and meaningless. It was unfair to Anastasia as she despite her maturity and intelligence were only a 12-year-old girl who needed her family.; He has to talk to Carrick Grey again so that they can make a plan to introduce nana to the Grey clan. He was thinking how to do this when he heard his named being called.

"LUKE!" he heard his name calling again from distance and went to find the source. She was cutting vegetables and busy preparing for dinner. Mia Sawyer Grey, her beautiful wife, and love of her life to the day was the most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes upon. Her black hair is. in a messy bun. She hasn't changed a bit in 8 years of marriage except for her hair that reach her waiste now but still she is her bubbly, energetic and carefree self. He loves her as much as he loved her the day they married and he made sure to share all his joys and happiness with her except ONE. They couldn't have children because of his injuries during his time in Army. She brought up the adoption but Sawyer couldn't convince himself to adopt anyone because he loved Anastasia as his own and knew that it will make her more recluse but more due to the fact he always hoped he will temp nana to come and live with him.

What has stored for Grey-Sawyer family, he didn't know but what he knew for sure was that their life won't be the same.

Authors Note: Please review and tell me if you liked the chapter and suspense. Please ignore grammatical and spelling errors. Till next time.
Bye... xx